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Sunday, August 30, 2009

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came home for 2 days d..
due to that day sprain my right leg..
then bi dun let me drive on friday..
so bi fetch me home..
thank you bi..
then whole saturday done ntg..
haha..
i woke up around 11am i guess..
then sweep floor..
i cooked lunch and abc soup for dinner..
yay~~~
mami say not bad..
then ar..
jz let time pass lo..
online..
tv..
n
SLEEP!~~~
then at nite went out yum cha with friends..
6 of us..
chit chatting..
first time went to uptown..
lol..
RAUB UPTOWN..
flying bistro..
sound so cool?
hmm..
in fact..
not..
the drinks not bad la..
i drank smtg call spring maple..
the other drink that is not bad is the lonely snowman..
nice~~
then that ppl keep ask us move table due to various reason..
so we decided to change place and for 2nd round..
we went to liku-liku..
then i order bubble tea.
long time din drink le..
miss the "pearl" so much~
chat abt movie..
abt..FUTURE...
lol..

Sunday..
cover 5 chapter of IOOP lo..
then suppose to study 2 chapter of database..
but fall aslp..
haha.
then aft i wake up..
watch tv with CHOCOLATE CHIP MINT!!!
omg..
so nice..
i ate 2 full cup~~
then ar..
what else happened ar..
lately keep say the same thing with my bi..
we always say the same thing at the same time..
until a very unbelievable stage..
hehe..
but both of us still think it is a good thing.
hehe..
going back to KL on tuesday nite..
thankx bi for fetching me again~~
hehe..

ps: wo de bi...love u n miss u so much~~muacks

Written @ 8:40 PM

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

頓時發現
很喜歡賴在那有四個枕頭的角落
看著你
為我做些看似很不重要
但卻一直困擾著我的東西

不再再和我說
你不是什麽manager, 什麽ceo
我不在意
不是搶，不是偷，
不是出賣自尊，
不是出賣身體，
就好了。。。

或許我儅不了什麽濶太，
可是
我肯定
我可以是比任何太太都幸福的！！！
你要讓我這個夢成真哦！！

你也說過，
如果我真的不想做工，
也不會是問題，
那，
我應該也算是個少奶奶~~

要記得你給了我一個
其餘的三個都只能給我哦！！！

Written @ 8:43 PM

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Tuesday (25th August)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIN YEAN AND WENG KIN..

the CHOCOLATE one..
dunno what name of the cake d..

MANGO ICE CREAM CAKE!!
this is so nice!!!
for those who like ICE CREAM & MANGO!!
like ME~!!!

this is the present for CY..
i never thought she will cry when u saw it..
not cry.
just tears flow..
glad u like it..

ps: my bi..i wrote ur name on the card as well although u ask me not to write..
hehe..she say thank you to you..

at night..
wanna go for movie..
i bought the ticket with e-payment aft i came back frm college..
but never receive the confirmation email..
i the gsc site do appear successful..
and i gt the confirmation id..
and when we reach 1u..
the id was not found..
i almost gone mad..
then bi purposely go and queue and buy again..
sorry bi..
wasted ur money..
then i still not happy with it..
then i check my phone again..
then only i realize the wrong code to the person jz nw..
that one was for the UP..
i save it as to-do..
and i didn't change the status of it..
so it postpone..
then causes my new memo appear below..
and i totally didn't realize a bit it..
SO STUPID ME!!!
bi, thankx for so patience with me..
max, sorry if my call disturb u last nite..

lately keep quarrel with my bi..
bi..
really sorry..
i knw my temper is not good..
all these little things i will jz get mad at it..
sorry bi..
but lately we also realize we have very good "mo qi"..
like b4 i sms ask bi to check the movie time,
bi ord flipping the newspaper..
im planning to wear our couple tee..
but forget to ask bi bring the shirt..
but then..
bi bring without i ask him to bring..
bi....
we are the one meant for each other..
no matter time we quarrel..
we will stick together with each other ok?
muacks..

Wednesday..
today went to college alone..
back home alone also..
got my 2nd IOOP test result..

42.5..
although not so high..
but im really happy with it..
^^v
when going home..
the rain became heavier and heavier..
thought of eating porridge..
walk all the way to ta pau..
but unfortunately..
due to too heavy rain..
is not open..
sob..
then i ta pau ban min..
but bi promise later buy me porridge for supper..
hehe..
thankx bi..
love you oh..
so tonight..
wanna study some IOOP..
coz tml is the last chance to ask Kathleen b4 xzam...
gambateh!!!!

Written @ 7:16 PM

Monday, August 24, 2009

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just finish my dinner..
bi is washing all the plates..
finally..
we back to our sweet sweet time..
sweet sweet all day long..
sorry bi..
for all those words that hurt u and also our relationship..
we promised we will hold on tight ok?
and no matter how many times we quarrel..
we will not leave each other..
muacks..
love you so much~~

so..
yesterday mami came to KL..
daddy went for classes..
then ah yee fetch me around 8 smtg in the morning..
went to conought for dim sum..
then back to ah yee hse chit chat..
then went to leisure mall..
wait until daddy finish class..
and..
see see see..

so nice~~
such a long time mami didn't buy shoes for me d..
and that day..
i saw this..
and MAMI SAY BUY FOR ME!!!
so so so happy...
this week is the very last week for this sem..
week14 le..
so fast..
gotta study more hard this time..
going back to Raub this friday..
joining doink them for yum cha session on Saturday..
go back relax for 1 or 2 days..
then have to start study le..
went to mid valley last nite with bi as well..
saw the hello kitty crocs..
SO CUTE!!!
but just wondering ...
how often will i wear it..
hmm...
so..
still duno should buy it anot..
anyway..
tonight wanna relax..
coz..
LAZY~~~

Written @ 9:35 PM

Saturday, August 22, 2009

是拿來的衝動
在一起4個月多了
我第一次和你提起“分手”兩個字
其實
眼淚打轉了好久
好久都沒有含淚吃飯
今天，
終于知道
飯
也有苦的時候
看著眼淚滴在紙上
墨
慢慢的散開
就像心血
一滴一滴在流
我到底是生氣還是傷心
你都還沒分清楚
你是因爲說過會愛我所以愛我嗎？
如果讓一切重來
你還會選擇和我在一起嗎？
還是和她和好？
我要怎麽才能有自信相信自己能夠取代哪一個你曾說過非她不娶的女生？
對，
我的確不懂真正的你們是怎樣
可是
我所知道的
都是你對她的好
就算她再對你怎麽不好
你還是一樣對她好
至少
你還會願意花心思讓她開心
我呢？
你在我身上花的心思又有多少？
我真的是你最後一個嗎？
還是你劈腿的最後一個對象？
就連你自己也承認
和她相比
你對她付出比較多
真正愛一個人
你會很自然的為她付出
所有的問題都不會是問題
頓時
好想念還沒是情侶的我們
是多麽的單純
那純純的愛
現在已經嚴重受污染了
還記得
我們說好
要你徹底的放下她了
我們才開始
是過去的傷害
讓你現在不敢放膽愛嗎？
你說
我過去的他，
是你的死穴，
那你又懂不懂我的死穴？
你說，
你本以爲終于找到了願意相信你的人
可是原來不是
我也本以爲我找到了一個可以讓我不再繼續假堅強的人
可是
原來也不是
。。。。。。。

Written @ 7:48 PM

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finally..
just finish my dinner..
my neck so pain..
duno izzit sitting posture not correct again..
a few more tutorial to go..
sien..
this Saturday going to be the last "Tutorial Saturday" for this sem..
final is coming...
argh~~~
so many things gotta memorize..
how ar how ar?
what had happened lately..

~~REWINDING~~

Thursday..
god damn it..
wake up around 6 to study that discrete maths..
although i din really put much effort to study it..
but still..
and due to for the previous few days was preparing for IOOP test..
didn't really sleep well..
and CY said me "you look so old..so chan"..
gg lo..
then Thursday night i slept around 11pm..
haha..
although having presentation the next day..

Friday
my breakfast + lunch..

so nice..
i like so much..
i ate 2..
haha..
egg on toast from canteen 1..
then everyone were preparing for the presentation..
so am i..

this was what i saw b4 presentation...
and..
finally..
presentation is OVER!!!!!

actually i dun really remember what i had said..
haha..
but really glad that my friend say..
although u talk fast, but actually you did it quite well..
although i'm not so agree with it..
but still..
im HAPPY~~
^^v

so last night went to pavilion for UP with be..
quite touching actually..
the balloon are so nice~~

許多小時候偉大的夢想
隨著時間的流逝
隨著長大
很多東西都已經不一樣了
那時候的自己認爲那樣就是我人生的夢想
可是
經歷了不同的事情
許多想法都已經不同了
現在的夢想不再是那只有自己一個人的夢想
電影的情節
不禁令我幻想
以後的我們
會那樣嗎？

you just duno what are the things that i care,
and what are the things that i dun care..

Written @ 7:07 PM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

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finally..
the second IOOP test is over..
and im tired like hell..
did i study a lot?
hmm....not really..
but i really try my best..
WTF..palindrome..
argh!!!!
other question i wrote whatever i know..
just hope it wont be so low marks..
lately very busy..
today just finish 1 test..
tml discrete maths..
friday ADIS presentation..
and yeah..
next friday..
the last one..
database 2nd practical test..
SQL >.<>

TAMAMA!!! its a couple thing actually..
the other 1 is KERORO!!
hehe.. so cute..
ooops..
that's my bed sheet..
MOOOOOOOOOOO!~~~~
will update again soon when im free~~
hungry~~

Written @ 7:11 PM

Saturday, August 15, 2009

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finally..
the ADIS case study, IOOP assignment is done..
so tired..
woke up around 10 today..
then start do work right after my breakfast..
non-stop..
even doing mask..still typing program..
LOL~~
going to get my new phone tml..
yay~~
with bling bling..
haha..
hope can find the one i want..
lately keep quarrel with bi..
i duno izzit my problem from the begining to hide everything..
but that's me..
i keep thing to myself..
i knw i can settle it...
bi..
remember what we said to each other last night?
every single words..
keep inside heart..
ok?
actually my new blog can be use d..
just..
hmm..
the correct date for open ceremony haven fix..
hope the first post is smtg special~~
^^
having IOOP test next week..
then left database SQL practical test,
database final report..
discrete maths test 2..
then i think that's all d..
final is coming..
gambateh!!!
then that's the end of my year 2 sem1..

Written @ 7:27 PM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

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i am so so so tired..
my neck pain like hell..
headache..
hungry..
but once i eat..
i feel like vomiting..
god damn it..
the assignment is torturing..
already decided to delay until monday and donate that 3 marks..
but tomorrow will still try to ask for postpone..
it sucks all my brain juice..
ARGHH!!!!!!!!!
im paying out 100 bucks who can complete it for me by Friday and guarantee an A!!!!
just feel like eating Bar B Q plaza suddenly..
do they have delivery??
or maybe..
SOUFFLES!!!!
i miss it so much..
i cant even remember when is the last time i ate it..

today after morning class went to TBR with friends..
then ate breakfast..
start doing the assignment right after reach their hse..
the assignment is SHIT!!!
i cant think of anything else now..
later still gotta do JAVA tutorial..
cant my life go on without it??
just wanna finish it faster..
and if possible..
im going to be by 9 tonight!!!

Written @ 6:22 PM

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

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back to here on Sunday..
bi purposely go Raub to fetch me ^^v
what have done that 2 days while i at home ...
i cook!!!!
this was Saturday's lunch..

then i cook ABC soup for dinner..
hehe..
with lots of carrots and potatoes..
help mami and daddy at shop..
then got my rewards..
half liftre ice cream..
PEANUT SUNDAE!!!!!
1 of my favourite..
early Sunday morning..
went to market with mami..
grab so food for steamboat..
then went to cut hair..
she cut my fringe so short!!!
actually there's some argument between bi and me since Saturday's night..
i became very moody...down..
frustrated..
then indirectly causes bi to unhappy for the whole 3 days..
then last night (Monday)
bi done something that's really touched my heart..
as usual,
bi bring me dinner..
and while im waiting..
suddenly bi called..
he asked me open the window and look down

and this is what i saw..
OMG!!!!
so dramatic..
but its REAL!!!!
thank you bi..
so sweet~~~
muacks~~

btw, monday i only got 1 class..
due to all the other class canceled..
then today (Tuesday)..
went to college around 9.30..
came back around 3.30..
assignment is rushing..
run out of time..
seems like cant finish on time..
gg lo >.<

this blog going to be close down soon...
will have a brand new blog~~

你說，
每一次的爭吵都讓我們更了解對方，
對，雖然這不是用來互相了解的一個好方法，
有太多的東西還不能去比較
是因爲時間的長短
可是
我們都深深知道
這一次
就是不一樣~~

Written @ 5:31 PM

Friday, August 7, 2009

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home sweet home..
back home today taking 5.30 bus with jie jie..
today is the first time we back together..
haha..
usually we only back KL together..
never back Raub together b4..
this time is really a hurry decision.
i decide to come back on Thursday nite..
haha..
just feel like going home suddenly...
today while i was waiting jie jie at bus station..
a guy came up to me ..
ask me whr im going
so i just answer Raub.
then he left..
after a while..
he came again..
tell me he lost his wallet and phone..
ask whether i can buy a ticket to back to kuantan..
unfortunately..
no matter is truth or fake..
i can't help..
coz i only have 10 bucks in my wallet..
haha..
went for dinner aft reach home..
is like so damn long time didn't see jie jie..
chat quite a lot of things...
last nite went to bank and maxis with bi...
first time together with bi settle his monthly payment to all sort of things..
hehe..
feel so sweet...
like we are part of each other life..
hehe..
bi..
start next month..
every month we do this together ok?
muacks..
this weekend gonna stay at home..
not to say rest..
still bring back quite lot of tutorial..
have to finish it..
^^
xzam if coming..
have to work harder d..
gambateh!!!!

ps: bi..i miss you~~

Written @ 10:18 PM

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

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時間過得好快
四個月了
嘻嘻
這一個月裏
我們的感情有了什麽改變？
有了什麽進展？
好難有字眼來表達
是很抽象的東西
可是
重點在於
我們越來越甜

Sunday
went to Mid Valley for The Proposal..
nice movie..
is a MUST~!!! (for me la)^^v
quite touching..
hehe..
went to zamai pasta for dinner as i requested..
then bought some snacks, milk...
all sorts of food..
^^
then both of us went to buy stmg..
is our first time buy together..
for me..
is sweet..
dunno how darling feel le..
^^v
and..
actually i knw what darling trying to say when you chose the dress..
yea..bi start to knw me more..
knw which 1 i'll chose..
muacks..

Monday
woke up around 9..
took a light breakfast..
then went to college around 11.30..
first time gt permission to skip class from mami..
haha..
so..
waiting for what..
sure skip la..
after database tutorial,
i stay back for another half hour..
try to explain to cy what i have done for the assignment..
so she could continue..
went home after that..
get my lunch..
my ever first mix rice since i move here..
only vege!!!
maybe is time problem..
around 3pm..
lunch time is over..
dinner time still far to go..
but i have a great dinner..
hehe..
with green brocoli and onion with sardin!!!!
such a long time didn't eat these..
my fav..
hehe..
gt watermelon and green seedless grape also..
thank you bi...

Written @ 5:00 PM

Saturday, August 1, 2009

half dead..
sick for 4 days d..
its really torturing me..
half dead now..
you knw hw suffer is when u really unhappy..
and all the things can make u happy cannot be done?

i want ice-cream..
but having cough and flu..
no more ice cream for me..

i want chocolate..
i want my chocolate indulgence..
but fever..
not for me..

i want shopping..
i want shoes..
i want dress...
but im broke until even eat also a problem..

and my plan for new phone is spoiled..
gotta wait at least 1 more month..
or maybe 2 or 3..

WHY!!!!!!!

feel like dying..
just let me xxx...

Written @ 10:53 AM