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Saturday, May 31, 2008
for the first time i skip class.. hehe.. bt is lectures.. so i think is ok.. IT n calculus.. hehe.. i came bak on thursday aft class.. jz to take my new ic.. so tat i can open a account at public bank.. tat ptptn need it.. for the past , i used cimb..
quite alot of homework hv to do.. nx week start tutorial... calculus is not easy.. all the add mathz thg.. so as programming.. bt the lecturer teach us programming is cute.. not so tall.. his eyes were big.. hehe.. such a cute guy..
my course gt abt 40 ppl.. separate into D1 n D2.. im in D1.. n oni 4gals in thiz group.. hehe.. overall oni have 9 gals..
oh ya.. tat day the steamboat not bad... i like the chicken wing.. yeah.. with alot alot honey.. den the tomyam soup base.. with my fav sotong.. yeah..
im goin bak to hostel this sunday.. still thinkin should i apply for the 58 bucks broadband.. no online game.. oni can surf net.. although no maple.. bt at least i can write my blog n msn.. yeah..
Written @ 10:40 AM
Monday, May 26, 2008
college life had started abt a week.. i came here on 19 of may.. on 18, lao gong bring me go genting.. we didn't went to theme park to play.. we jz shop n eat n watch iron man.. hehe.. i watched twice.. its still a nice show.. den we went to play mario cart.. so cute.. ^^ like it.. den tiz make me dream of having a nitendo.. anyway, is jz a dream..
on 19... lao gong fetch me to kl.. as usual.. we went times square n sg wang.. shopping oso.. yeah..i bought a new shoes.. converse.. white base with pink design.. yeah..my fav colour..
on the first day of orientation.. everythg is jz boring..bt still fine.. get to knw some of my coursemate.. no leng lui leng zai le.. i think lao gong should be happy aft knw abt tat.. on wednesday.. kor bring me n koo zai to 1u.. we had our lunch at wong kok.. den watch my wife is a gambling maestro.. haha.. tiz show again.. den the 2nd day i went to college is for the workshop... it finish at 4pm.. den i went to pekeliling n take 5pm bus bak home..
sunday, lao gong fetch me n doink bak to kl.. we went to uncle duck to hv our lunch.. the porridge thr not bad.. den we watched indiana jones.. den abt 7 send me bak to hostel..
tonite.. im goin out for diner with kor n his frenz... duno wat goin to happend.. jz hope everythg will be fine n go smooth..
Written @ 6:13 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
my teeth gt a cavity i think... so pain.. it's torturing me.. sob sob.. no time to go for dentist oso.. this few day morning i wake up so early.. hehe.. den i go shop help mami.. do wat? making ice cream...^^ yeah..my dad is ice cream distributor.. mami make home made ice cream.. yum yum.. wana try?
due to mami tiredness... this 2 day i cook diner.. hehe.. yest forget to toke photo.. tis is today's diner.. its the yellow bean with tomato brocoli with chest meat.. n the other meat..bought..not i cook.. haha..
this is my room.. my sis bed.. tat's our collection.. cute?
Written @ 8:57 PM
Monday, May 12, 2008
one year anniversary.. ntg special happended.. is jz another odinary day for u..
yesterday is mother's day.. he fetch me, mami n mei mei to popo hse.. we have breakfast with ah yee.. den go over ah yee hse.. she help both of us count the 'number' smtg veri strange.. bt is not abt those god or devil or ghost.. its jz smtg magical.. have u ever heard of visiber? is all abt number.. frm 1 to 9, each number represent a meaning.. every one of us have our own no.. i found it mysterious.. hehe.. bt wat it tell is really true.. all it need is ur birthdate.. quite alot of ppl who believe in this had change their life.. relationship between family had change become better.. working life more smooth.. its oni u believe anot.. no force.. or it can be a guideline for u.. at least, nw i knw wat to avoid.. n wat i should really can go with it.. in the end, both of us bought the number .. is a little pendant.. wear it as a necklace.. believe in urself.. dun always sigh.. hehe ^^
aft tat, we go times square watch my wife is a gambling maeastro.. damn funny.. starring nick cheong..n the gal..i duno her name.. haha.. den we shop awhile.. i bought the hello kitty box.. for keep my hairclip,bracelet.. a singlet n a skirt.. saw the model wearing so nice.. so, jz bought the whole set.. not really expensive.. i saw a pair of all star shoes.. white base, with some pink design.. hw nice.. cos 129.90.. although like it so much.. bt i didnt' buy..
den aft the movie, bak to popo hse.. fetch popo go eat diner.. err..somewhr near taman mida.. err.. near old town white coffee.. hehe.. we ate steamboat.. wow,so warm.. aft finish, we fetch popo home den we oso go home le..
tis is all for mother's day... hehe..
Written @ 11:31 AM
Friday, May 9, 2008
tml is our one year anniversary.. bt it seems ntg special to u.. at first,i tot u would be really happy n suprise when u knw that i bought u the eye lid.. bt in the end..u didn't oni thank u n xie xie is all i heard from u.. i din hope much.. jz hope a warm smile n a hug.. tat's all.. am i greddy? hey guys..when ur gf bought u smtg tat she dun allow u to have it b4 tat, wat would u feel?share some comment at my chat box.. tell me wat would u do to ur gf..
today, i should have to malacca with korkor n his fren.. enjoying some fun b4 college start.. bt tml is such an special day for both of us.. so i chose to stay..
tonite, goin out with u.. i jz hope... hope? can i put some hope on u? sigh.. jz forget abt any hope..
does apologize help? wat abt when is too late?
Written @ 6:12 PM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
yesterday i go kl with sei lou.. we took 9.30am bus .. den we so stupid... wana take lunch at sg wang kim gary bt buy monorail ticket to imbi station.. den walk to sg wang frm times square.. we took our lunch.. i ate a rib bone with mushroom rice.. den we go hunt for laptop at upper floor at sg wang.. den we go low yat plaza too.. aft abt 2 hours of getting idea on which lap top to choose.. we bak to sg wang.. hmm.. i bought a pair of the thg for put cd.. hehe. nw the car look even more cute.... hehe.. den we bak to times square. we watched iron man.. its a nice show.. not bad.. tat time my leg is damn pain.. we wear a new pair of shoes..bt didnt wear socks.. sob... so i jz simply bought a new pair of shoes tat without coverin the bak part.. feel better aft tat.. it was a high heel shoes with abt half inch.. oni cost me 19.90.. den we go secret recipe i ate a wallnut brownies.. hehe..so nice.. those chocolate coating.. so chocolatey taste.. hehe.. love it so much.. or not to spoil the taste of chocolate.. i order oni RO water.. hehe.. den we go to bus stop to go home.. hmm.. we miss the bus.. once we reached, the bus jz leave.. we stood beside the bus and watching it leave.. we jz so stupid n stunt.. nv tot of stopping the bus.. haix.. luckily there still another bus for us.. we buy 7pm bus ticket at 6.55 we buy 2.50 iron man show at 2.46... hw crazy.. haha..
i saw a nice hello kitty wallet.. jz like wat i want.. gold colour collection.. cost 44.90.. bt i didn't buy.. i saw the hello kitty usb mouse.. the one i want.. oni the head, while the ribbon is the button.. hw cute.. cos 39.90..at snj.. i didn't buy oso.. i saw a set of clothes. so nice.. i like it.. its like a white long sleeve shirt with blouse and a black vest..smtg like vest.. 49.90 and 39.90 bt i didn't buy.. cz although i stood thr so long.. the sales gal nv come to me.. wat kind of service..
this sunday goin to celebrate our one year anniversary with my buu buu lao gong.. so.. might go buy these 3 thgs.. hehe.. hope can.. bt i hope tat clothes more.. 2nd is wallet.. 3rd is mouse..
today, the eye lid reach lao gong hand le. paint le.. jz haven install oni.. hehe.. he seems not really suprise.. cz tat stupid dee.. ask him go to take den say i steal it for him.. they meet at bank.. bt then, at tat moment my buu buu lao gong dun hv idea.. nv thought tat thg is his.. hehe.. oni aft i told him.. hope he like it.. wawna eat diner le.. tat's all for tdoay..
Written @ 6:44 PM
Monday, May 5, 2008
yesterday.. he reach home around six.. den gv me a call.. sure i haven slp.. wait for him to reach home den i oni slp. worry .. cz he drive..
den we slp til abt 11.. 12 we go out for lunch.. den go sallon shave my eyebrow.. hehe.. den ar. go his fren hse awhile den i go home le.. aft send me home.. he went bak to his fren hse.. even his fren oso ask me why tat nite dun wan go with them..
hmm.. everythg go as normal.. he keep say soriee.. say nx time dun wana go le.. cz go once make me so worry.. act.. not really la.. bt i knw he wil still go.. n i will still let him go.. ntg change our relationship..
today i went to government office to change my ic.. omg. those ppl work like snail.. when i reach the no was 1006.. mine was 1010.. oni 5 ppl.. bt stil.. i wait more than one hour.. act is oni veri simple thg.. all the thg can be done in minutes.. bt they.. haix.. pity la.
share a nice song with all of u.. thanx for meeting u.. by bosco and myolie my phone ringtone oso.. hehe nice song.. hope one day can edit this song with lao gong n me de photo..
why am i still infront of the monitor? hmm..cz this samsung lcd better than my 14.1' monitor? for hw long i didn't use this comp.. n nw.. late at nite.. i gt the chance to use it..
i felt stupid , idiot..suddenly.. why when he knw goin clubbing will make me unhappy although i say its ok.. he still go.. bt when i wana go trip with kor.. i knw he is unhappy..bt i wont go.. cz? i dun wan him unhappy? am i too stupid? or .. lost.. i duno.. i duno why i still choose not to go.. i duno.. i duno..why i cry.. he is clubbin out thr.. or..mayb get close with some hot babes.. n me? at home.. playing maple.. his acc..nt mine.. jz to help him lv up.. am i too stupid?
im such a stupid noob.. i practice all the shuffle basic for hours.. n nw.. leg pain like hell.. cant slp..
the sad feeling have fly so far away long ago.. bt 2nite.. it seems bak to me.. n stick to me.. why?
acc clubbing is not smtg tat not good.. i nv say not agree of let him go.. bt.. mayb im jz too selfish.. the time we left for each other is getting lesser.. im goin to study.. n i wont be bak every week.. last time.. we were working together.. so atleast every day we see each other for at least 8 hour.. bt nw.. i stop work.. we met oni once a week.. n thr's oni twice we can meet b4 i leave.. mayb..deep in my heart. i jz hope he could spend more time with me.. aft im not here.. where he wana go. wat time bak.. no ones care.. he gt all the freedom.. bt b4 tat.. why cant he gv me the feeling of safe.. is it so difficult? or..i am jz so useless.. i remembered last time.. watever i felt..i tell u.. watever i want..i tell u.. bt nw.. i wont.. i not dare... why? it is because i too scare to lose u.. so i jz let thg go the way u want.. i dun dare to say no for the thg u say yes.. am i getting more useless.. and cry is all i do nw..
Written @ 12:34 AM
Saturday, May 3, 2008
I have forget hw long I didn’t upload my blog.. Yesterday, I clean up my room.. Throw away wat I dun wana keep anymore n pack wat I wana bring to KL.. N oso keep those thg tat are special.. It reminds me a lot of my childhood and the past..
When was young.. While there was a number of guy wanted to get u.. U will really struggle hard to choose who u want… Bt as grow.. I understand tat I dun really must chose any one from them.. Guys always do a lot of thgs..buying present especially to win my heart.. Bt then, I realise the one I accept usually dun do much thing to get me.. Maybe..more action u do, it make me feel more fake.. All I wan is heart or even depends on fate..
From Kelvin..my first love.. The oni letter I still keep.. I read it again. I cried. I wonder wat I felt last time.. He’s really a nice guy.. Actually, we didn’t’ really breakup.. Is jz …fate… Dun let us be together.. He left this world.. He promise to be an angel tat always by my side.. Make sure I wont get hurt.. Make sure I always get the best thg in the world.. Its really a good memory …
Secondly.. I found those photo sticker.. That was the first time I play with those machine.. June.. He really a nice guy oso.. We together abt 8 months.. Den is all my fault.. I am the one to say break up.. When with him.. All my fren say we were perfect couple.. From face to height.. We are really match..
Jeremy..he was the reason I brokeup with june.. I knew him frm my working place.. That was my first job.,. As waitress..and new to this job.. He’s my senior.. He teach me everythg.. Frm serving.. Memorizing the menu.. Then slowly.. I found we like each other.. Den we were together.. Aft school reopen.. We were in a long distance relationship.. Den until 13 of april.. He said wana break..coz he felt pressure with me.. Why? I duno.. Maybe..we really not meant for each other… Bt tat year..my birthday..he gv me surprise.. N tat was my first time receiving flower.. Thank mie..
Slowly.. When I go to form 5.. MC..was an important person.. As end of form 4.. This guy become quite close to me.. Fetch me to school..send me bak.. N even prepare breakfast for me.. Bt then.. He not my cup of tea.. I wonder hw was he right now.. I remember 2006, mooncake festival.. My district school have the habit of sending little mooncake as present.. Chinese society of each school will incharge.. I receive the most among my class.. Why? Coz mostly is from him.. Thankx…bt I do hope u wont waste the money this way.. Good luck for everythg in ur future..
My 17 birthday.. I gt a party.. A nice and unforgettable party.. One of my fren brought him here.. He say duno wat to buy for me..so that guy as my present.. Den aft a few week aft that.. This guy become my bf.. Haha.. Unbelievable? Or this is wat I say fate.. Until nw.. A few more day goin to be our one year anniversary.. I duno does he remember that.. I do have prepare present for him.. Although is not smtg veri worthy bt I hope he will like it.. All the way we together.. From before he own a car.. Til nw..the car is goin to be one year old.. B4 he bought tiz car.. He asked me wat car better.. Even the colour was chosen by me.. We do pass thru hard times.. Time tat we almost separate.. Cried..happiness.. I have forget hw many times we have quarrel.. Hw many times I have cried for him.. Bt all the way we together.. I knw we treat each other with true heart..
Hmm.. Tonite… Why am I here alone? Kor working.. N he? Clubbing with his fren. Since he with me.. He nv went clubbing with his fren cz he knw I dun really like it… They do ask me go.. Bt I dun feel like goin..so.. He always get my permission wherever he go.. Hope he have some fun ba..
B4 spm..i promised myself to go for some vacation to relax myself.. Bt then..i jz work n work n work since aft spm.. At first.. I have the chance to go pulau redang.. Bt then..cz have to drive n not bus.. N If both of us left at the same time.. Den his boss goin to be mad.. So..we didn’t go.. I hope to go penag.. Gurney drive..eat all the nice food.. Den go langkawi.. Go beach side.. Sea side walk..count star… And even collect my favourite seashell… N buy all the imported chocolate.. Pulau redang..have an experience of diving.. N everythg..
Kor is goin malacca and port Dickson with his fren.. When he told me abt tat.. I was quite sad.. Cz he nv ask me do I wana go.. Usually he will always ask do I wana join.. I felt.. My importance in his heart had decrease.. Bt tiz should be normal.. I am the one who hurting him all the way.. Aft I ask can I join.. He do say ok…n hope me to go with him.. I told mami..mami oso let me go.. I told lao gong zai…even he oso let me go.. Cz he knw I really hope to go out and have some fun. And not jz stay at home.. Bt I knw if I really go.. He will be veri unhappy.. So I didn’t go at last.. No one knows actually hw much I hope to go.. I really hope to go n have some fun.. Bt 10 was our one year anniversary… So..i think I should stay ..
Duno since when.. I gain weight.. Haix.. Mayb is due to my lazyness.. So..i have start diet…
These days..i jz start practising shuffle.. Why suddenly wana learn? Actually is because him.. I remembered when he say hope to have couple shuffle with me and show to his fren… Tat moment. His eyes were full of hope.. Act..i dun really like shuffle.. I jz try to make his dream come true..
I changed.. I duno since when.. Before this..i always stop him from this and tat.. Bt now.. Watever he want..i jz allow.. He wana modified his car.. I always say this not nice..tat not good.. Especially the eye lid.. Tat day..we were outside breakfast.. A car pass by..wiith its extra large exhaust pipe.. With tat annoying sound oso.. Den I jz simply say.u dun change ur car into tat style.. Others all will do.. Den in one second..he ask.. Means can put eye lid.. When I say yes.. He was so happy.. Like ppl have strike the jackpot.. Tat moment.. I felt even more I should let him do whatever he like.. He could be happier.. So..i have decide wat to get for him as our one year anniversary present.. Jz hope he will like it.. And really thankx to dee.. Hehe.. Nx time treat u eat..
Hmm.. 18th im leaving.. goin to “jailed”.. hehe… hostel actually.. my college life goin to start on 20th.. wat would happened? Do I goin to meet more handsome guy? Hehe.. Tat jz dreaming.. Like mami said. I go there to study..not other thgz.. Have to concentrate n be good girl.. N guai guai oso..if not lao gong will worry..
It’s a lonely nite for me tonite.. Huggin my baby … Duno whr to go..and wat to do..
Would u be there? still..this song is always accompany me..
