Sunday, August 31, 2008
home really is not a good place for study..
been home for 3 days..
only cover 3 chapters of calculus..
cant study much..
too much attraction..
like tv..food..
cant really concentrate..
today..
daddy went out to buy 4D..
den I say wanna eat cake..
so mami get me this fruit cake..
they dun like too chocolaty flavour cake..
hehe..
anyway,still is nice..
hmm..
goin bak kl tml..
so sien..
gotta spend more time on study…
do well in my test..
den during sem break..
can relax..
buu buu haven take his present..
will gv him earlier..
so that he can wear that cap more often..
hehe..
muacks muacks..
just hope he will like it..
tml is national day..
my hometown having an eve celebration..
heard that will have fire works..
although I like fireworks..
but duno why..
this time duno why dun feel like goin although some of my ex classmates goin yum cha at nearby..
maybe I just wana be at home more longer..
just thinking of get myself a new psp..
I want the pink one..
But no money..
N I heard that pink colour is one of the limited edition..
So gonna be slightly more expensive than other colours..
Mayb nx year ba..
This year will go n get the handbag first..
Hehe..
Yeah..
Mayb aft first sem den I will go n get it..
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9:32 AM
Friday, August 29, 2008
this is yesterday lunch..
with watermelon..
3.60 ...
this is tuesday diner..
with watermelon..
4.90
the feeling being at home will never be bad..
i like to be at home..
i remember when i was still a "teenager"..around 15 to 17 years old..
always wanted to go out..
dun like to stay at home..
always go out whenver i can..
but now..
i always go home whenver i can..
human is like this..
u will neve appreaciate it until u lost it..
F.I.R. concert had been postpone to no date..
why?
national month..
frm 15 august until 16 of sept..
so during this period..
all function that is not related to the country canot be carry on..
just like arvil lagvine concert..
but luckily..they still alowed to carry on for the concert..
just hope F.I.R. can be carry on too..
last week..
we have a gathering at doink hse..
bbq..
we just eat and eat and eat..
den chat abt college life..
coz all of us went to different college..
tarc, standford, inti subang, sunway, inti nilai,form6...
we met different type of ppl, have different experience..
is a happy moment when we chat abt that..
i hurt my feet..
the shoes..
so pain..
have u ever see smtg call jelly mooncake?
i dun like to eat the tradisional one..
those bake with oven..
i will either eat the jelly type or the mint type..
this is peanut..5.50 each...
my fav..
this is new flavour..
dragon fruit..just slightly more expensive..
6 bucks each..
but is really nice..
this year ..
no mooncake festival for me..
no candle..
no lantern..
i wonder someone remember smtg abt the lantern..
sigh..
is during xzam week..
so..
just forget abt it..
if give up on one lantern can gv me an A..
den i would give up all the lantern for every year..
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10:14 AM
Friday, August 22, 2008
this was yesterday breakfast..
TARC canteen one..
2 roti kosong which cost 60cents each..
Good Day chocolate milk..
2 bucks..
yesterday was a special moment during this time..
coz 200808_2008..
unfortunately..
yesterday too many thg to do..
not free to draft my blog..
goin home tomolo..
wana go what?
Oh ya..
Gotta teach daddy mathz..
Hehe..
Im not really good in it..
Jz my half pail of water add half pail of his..
Will be one pail full..
Hehe..
Xzam is jz around the corner..
Is not really pack if hv a nice time table for revision..
Jz dun like when continuos 2 days have paper..
Damn…
Suddenly gt an idea on changing my style..
A change to my hair..
Den mayb legging goin to be my main clothes..
Haha..
Why?
Duno..
The idea jz come across my mind..
But abit seafood..
Haha..
Countdown for F.I.R. concert..
So as my xzam..
Today gt my IT assignment marks..
The total should be 30..
I gt 23 over 30..
Then the tutor said can do a simple presentation..
Which full marks is 5 marks..
Bt the overall total will still remain 30..
It’s a good way to get marks..
I think the in term paper is not easy to score..
So..
Yeah..gotta do well in the presentation..
Nx Thursday..
Gambateh..
Nx Wednesday still gt practical test..
Aiyerr..
Have to have smtg which output is
12345
1234
123
12
1
12
123
1234
12345
this is the tips the leng zai gv us..
so difficult..
hw good if can jz use printf and not loop..
jz 2 question..
another one is smtg abt function call..
jz tell us “function call”.
So wide..
Wat are we goin to read..
Nvm..prepare for xzam as well..
Gambateh..
Gotta do calculus le…
Again..
Is the last tutorial for this sem.
So…
Gotta finish it..
Yeah..
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8:39 PM
went to ipoh last week..
dun really remember wat had happened thr..
all I remember is the food..
tong sui street..
with all these..
honeydew..
watermelon…
kiwi..
kiwi and honeydew is the best..
mayb watermelon cant match with the taste..
abit weird taste…
bbq chicken wing..
oni 2 bucks each..
n is not small..
I ate 9 in 2 days..
Hehe..
So nice..
Really..
Veri nice..
Wantan mee…
Hmm..
Actually..
I dun think is special..
Jz not bad..
Taufu fa..
Is really so soft and so smooth..
car queuing jz to have a bowl of it..
is cheap..
one bowl will never be enough..
hehe..
I jz ate one bowl..
So regret..
Should have eat one more..
Or mayb even 2 more…
Hehe..
Most famous I think should be the tau geh chicken..
Is really nice..
With nice hor fun..
Is abit different with those I eat usually..
More smooth n more…oily..
Hehe..
Bt nicer..
Hmm..wat else..
Oh ya..
Yong tau fu..
Yong this and tat..
Have u ever eat yong EGG…
Is egg..
Wow..
So special…
B4 I have a bite ,
I tot it was some xtra large fish balls..
Hehe..
Is half egg stick with half fish meat..
Den fried it..
It still remain the egg shape..
Hehe..
Veri nice..
I like it..
Spend 3 days 2 nite thr..
Aft bak to kl..
Feel like a new place..
Seems I have separate frm this town for quite a long time..
Kl weather is so so so so so hot..
Hate it..
Jz gt my exam time table..
Meaning..
The xzam is jz around the corner..
So as F.I.R. concert..
Hehe..
My first paper start on 8 of sept..
N the concert is on 6 of sept..
Haha..
Really a good way to release stress..
Yeah..
Jz hope everythg goin to be fine fine fine..
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8:32 PM
forgot to post abt this issue in the previous post..
college rules seems to have a bit changes in students dressing attire..
for the past 3 months..
I have been wearing these 3 skirts to class…
N nw..
The guard told me this skirt is too short..
I was like..
SHIT..
wtf..
den wat im goin to wear to college?
It seems like goin into college compound through the main entrance is ok..
But the short cut between college and hostel is not allow..
Gotta get some longer skirt..
Mayb more formal type..
Guess wat my fren said..
She say is not because my skirt is short..
Is im too tall..
The leng is so long and causes the skirt to look abit short..
Lol..
I was so sooo soooo soo angry yesterday..
Foul language was with me almost half of the day..
Sucks..
Today not goin to pass thru tat guard..
Cz today class will be on the other side..
So..
Wondering wat will happened tml if I still wear that same skirt to college tml..
Izzit really because of my height?
Or the point of view of the guard?
Wat if when different guard?
Wat I hate is yesterday when Im walking bak to hostel..
The guard was like..
I dun wana listen to her..
So I jz tell her I can go in to college with this skirt through the main entrance..
So she was like thr’s a cctv..
She will be found guilty if she jz let me walk thru..
Say she oso felt pity for me and this and that..
Like she is force to do so..
Sigh..
Hate her so soo sooo soooo much…
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8:31 PM
100808 was another happiest day in my life..
I meet F.I.R. thrice in a day..
I went to sunway pyramid for the autograph session at 1.30..
Manage to get myself 4 boxes of impact candy with F.I.R. limited edition packing..
Hehe..
Once they arrive..
All of us were so happy..happy..happy..
Faye is so so so so pretty and cute..
5 lucky fans were chose to be on stage and sang their song..
the best one will get a present which contain 2 concert tickets..
sad..i was not chosen..
when I move my board left and right..
faye move her head left and right..
jz like she notice me..
so happy happy happy..
she like our club t shirt..
den all of us made up our mind to keep this logo..
haha..
Den together with other fans club member we went to secret recipe and get a birthday cake for Faye since her birthday..
Is a birthday in advance..
Then we went to aloha..
My first time to these kind of places..
Hehe..
Got a stamp on my wrist..
The “meet the fans session” should be started at 5..bt due to the guitar is not functioning with the amplifier..it delay until abt 5.30..
They sang “yue ya wan” unplug version..
Wow..so nice..
All of us wishes Faye a happy birthday..
When all of us sing the Happy Birthday song..
Ian pointed to mic to me..
Omg..
Hehe..
The question session was so short..
Or mayb we really dun have anythg to ask..
Take a lot a lot a lot a lot of photo..
Aft that we take monorail to sg wang..
So rush..
When we reach thr..
We have no more place to stand..
As the fans club..
We should have arrive earlier..
But unfortunately..
We are late..
again..5 lucky fans were chosen to be on stage and play some games with F.I.R.
and guess wat..
I was chosen..
Thankx to Ian for noticing me by my board..
Hehe
2ppl a group and have to guess the song name while the song is jz play for abt 1second..
I partner with Faye..
So happy..
She jz beside me..
So near..
Omg..
My soul was gone..
I cant even concentrate..
Be on stage ord make me nervous..
Gt the chance to partner with her..
Omg omg omg..
Is really like a dream…
Unfortunately..
We jz manage to guess one song correctly..
Faye was so cute when our group marks was so little..
Keep whispering “turn faster”
Cz we have to turn to face infront to get the chance to ans..
Although im not the winner..
Bt still..
I’m so happy..
Gt a little gift..
Some voucher..
And a stack of the post card..
At first I oni got 2 and I keep them like diamond..
N now..
I gt almost 100..
Haha..
Oso the previous album..flight tribe..
All signed by them..
Yeah..
Its really a happy day..
Although it was really veri tired..
But still..
Im so happy…
Nw jz wait the fans club forum to upload more photos..
Cant wait to see the photo I have taken with faye..
Yeah..
Goin to keep it inside my wallet..
Stick on my notice board..
Hehe..
Yeah….
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8:31 PM
Saturday, August 9, 2008
do you ever feel so emotional?
Because of the weather
My mood jz go moody when I heard the lighting..
For no reason..
I jz keep quiet..
I used to be one of the noisiest student during English class..
Bt today..
Even the lecturer notice im different..
Its raining outside..
Im feeling so cold, so cold..
I want some hug..
I duno izzit because of moody den make myself careless..
My right hand become energyless..
On my way bak to hostel..
My umbrella drop suddenly..
Den my hand goes numb..
Even now..
It like no feeling..
Senseless..
My stomach jz inform me that its hungry..
Den I oni notice that I had not eat any rice for 2 days..
Why?
No reason..
Jz dun feel like eating sometimes..
On this cold day…
I remember I always wanted to eat smtg warm during rainy days..
I would tell my mom that if someone get me “pig stomach soup” den I would marry him..
My mom will jz laugh..
And my sis will say aft me..
Cz I always say that..
If I at home..
Buu buu sure will gt me smtg warm..
Food always appear in front of me jz I want it..
Bt nw…here..
All I have is milo with biscuits..
No matter hw tough I am..
Im still a gal..
I still hope to be protected..
I still hope thr’s a shoulder for me when I cry..
I still hope thr’s a back that can carry me forever..
I still hope thr’s a hand that can hold me tight..
I still hope thr’s a arm that can hug me close to him..
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11:03 PM
went to pavilion today..
watched sex and the city..
is a nice movie that I wanted to watch so much..
it never disappointed me..
in a woman life..
labels and love really mean a lot..
mayb to other gals is not true..
bt it really applicable on me..
we spend whole life time searching for our true love..
hw can we differentiate is this man is the Mr. Right?
Hw am I suppose to knw?
When found someone really love u..
Or someone that you really love..
Hold tight..
Never ever let go..
To err is human..
A little mistake or a quarrel may strengthen the relationship..
Accept the apology and give the forgiveness..
If a relation is ruined..
It might not because of the one who make mistake..
But the one who chose to end and not to forgive and forget..
Trust. Is really a serious matter..
Is depends on what u do to make your partner trust u..
Never ever say a lie to cover a lie..
Say I love you when u mean it and not when u feel that she wanted to hear it at that moment..
Kiss her at the forehead when u feel like wanna protect her so much..
Hold her around her waist and pull her to u when walking outside or beside the road..
Never ever let her walk the side near to the road..
To make a gal feel protective, this is the easiest way..
Offer her a shoulder when u realise her eyes is watery..
To cheer a gal up, doesn’t mean must spend money..
Or buying some “labels” to her..
Do you ever think what happiness means?
How can someone know that she own the happiness?
Or don’t?
I think..
I’m one of the one that own the happiness that belongs to me..
How I knw?
Because…….
This is a secret that cannot be tell…
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11:03 PM
goin to sit for calculus test tml..
I duno am I well prepared..
All I knw is I must get a better marks this time..
So can pull up my grade since I done so bad in the first test..
Jz hope tml any solution will come to my mind for each question..
Goin to apply for extension for staying in this room..
What to do when mami n daddy dun wana let me move out?
Bt I think here is oso not bad..
At least I got more time spend on study..
The only bad thing is no broadband..
Short distance to college..
This make an advantage for example when having one or two hours break..
Can bak room n have some rest..
Still gt abt 2 more weeks to final xzam..
Seems like not preparing at all..
Sigh..
Am I goin to pass?
Hope so..
Gambateh
Gambateh
Gambateh..
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11:02 PM
abt one more hour den have to go college le..
so sien abt it..
sigh..
yesterday buu buu fetch me bak here..
we went for shopping..
bt gt nothing in the end..
he bought a cap
and I jz bought my facial cleanser thg..
I went to visit the hello kitty handbag again..
I duno I have look at it for hw many times..
But stil..
I didn’t buy it..
89.90..
I really like it a lot..
Bt because lately goin use a lot money
So..i think some other time ba..
Hw good if one day the bag suddenly appear infront of me..
I might smile whole day jz holding and hugging it..
Later wil have English test..
I jz briefly go thru..
Hope can ans all ba..
Wish myself all the best..
This is the first time I cook instant mi inside my room..
Mee sedap..hehe
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10:59 PM
Saturday, August 2, 2008
mami bought this cake today..
jz because i said feel like wana eat cake..
so nice..
so sweet..
life at home really nice..
yesterday diner..
today lunch n diner..
so warm..
so nice..
mami cook all my fav dishes..
everytime i caome bak mami oso cook my fav dishes for me..
marmite chicken..
den today i help mami to cook the seaweed soup..
hehe..
my fav oso..
tml goin bak hostel le..
no more home cok dishes..
oni mix rice..
milo n my cihpsmore..
nx week will be a veri bz week..
monday n wed will have test..
den have to finish up the programming assignment..
den 10 of august will b another bz day..
1.30 have to reach sunway pyramind main entrance..
F.I.R wil have function thr..
den 5pm have to be tat aloha..
for F.I.R. showcase..
den 6 pm will have to go sg wang..
F.I.R. function too..
hehe..
meet them thrice a day..
so happy..
so excited..
mami cut le dragon fruit for me..
red meat de..
hehe..
i eat lo..
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8:09 PM
Friday, August 1, 2008
today lunch..
4.90..
4.30 f0r the mix rice..
and 60cents for the watermelon..
finally..
I done my calculus..
So tired..
Crack my brain for a few days jz for the few question..
Or may b I am jz too stupid to do these..
Today
Someone get me 2 donought..
It was frm Jco..
Yeah..
My fav..
He said it was fund raising so they were selling at canteen..
Tat’s not the point..
Is he get for me..
So sweet..
Both oso chocolate..
With chocolate fillings oso..
Hehe..
Then aft I ate these chocolate chocolate donought..
I sat for my English grammar test I..
Unfortunately..
100 question in 30 minutes..
I oni get 70 correct..
The highest was 83..
So sad..
Some is really careless mistake..
Some is..i really duno is tat ans..
My grammar sucks anyway..
Tml goin home..
Yeah..
Mami said the handbag have been taken back..
Life without handbag is really suffer..
Like..have to wear skirts with pockets..
So can carry my wallet n phone..
Handbag is really very very useful..
Neck veri pain these few days..
Duno why..
Or may b cz sit with the same pose too long d..
Old le..
Ntg to do with it..
Tonite will rest early..
Tml hope can spend some time on “maple”..
Hehe..
Quite some time did’t play le..
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5:51 PM
time pass so fast..
august is coming..
about one month more to final exzam..
quite a lot of test had passed..
tml n next Thursday will have grammar test..
den nx Wednesday calculus test II
week 12 have to hand up programming assignment 2
and aft tat , mayb week 13 will have a practical test for that..
nervous?
Not really..
Numb..
Today went to mid valley..
Watch kung fu hip hop..
Cant say a veri nice show..
But still not bad..
Cant believe jordan chan can dance so well..
^^
I bought 2 cd today..
One is for buu buu
Another one is mine..
Air suppy..forever love..greatest hits..
Duno since when I like to listen to their song..
Am I turning old?
Is time to get some anti aging cream to apply…
Hehe..
Mayb…these songs really can relax my mind..
Jz enjoy and feel relax when listening to it..
I change my ringtone d..
All out of love…
Is a nice song..
Really veri nice..
Love it so much..
Tuesday was my ever first presentation at my college..
So nervous ..
When unfortunately..
I didn’t finish explaining my slide..
Limit is only 5 minutes..
So sad..
Bt luckily I can ans all 3 question he asked..
Yeah..
Duno hw many marks I will get..
this is my lunch aft the presentation..
3 bucks..
Last Friday went bak home is really a great weekend..
Mami cooked all my fav food for me..
Buu buu bought me a odm watch…
dun remember the model code..
Go pink ..
Its pink..
Veri veri pink..
The disadvantages is have to careful when wearing it..cz easy scratch..
Another is the display cant be seen under bright light..
Is nice when in dark..
So attractive..
This week goin bak again..
So sad that my handbag cant be save..
Actually can..
But jz the one who repair say the base or spoil too deep..
If repair oso cant last long if I used too often..
So sad..
Goin to get a new handbag..
Abt the IT assignment..
Today the lecturer ask us for feedback for the safe assign..
Den she mention that one group get 0% for the plagiarism..
Yeah..and that’s my group..
She said it was impossible..
Bt she too duno what’s wrong..
Jz hope it wont affect my assignment result..
Quite tired today..
Shoulder pain..
The wound on my leg getting better d..
No more pain..
It has dried out..
The skin turn hard..
Anyway..
I think aft apply some lotion should be ok..
Wana slp le..
Nite nite..
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5:48 PM
