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Thursday, April 30, 2009

想不想知道自己的生日是属冷还是属热?

测试方法:

1.先把数字分为两类
热:1 3 5 7 9
冷:2 4 6 8 0

2.再看你的出生年 月 日是属于(热)还是(冷)!具体方法是把 年 月 日的尾数取出
例:如1982年4月21日出生的话
1982的尾数为2(冷) 4月为(冷) 21日尾数是1为(热)
根据结果将三个属性组合起来得到(冷 冷 热)然后从下面的找出你的属性

1.烈火型...(热 热 热)
2.艳阳性...(热 热 冷)
3.暖风型...(热 冷 热)
4.温水型...(热 冷 冷)
5.冰山型...(冷 冷 冷)
6.寒流型...(冷 冷 热)
7.冰箱型...(冷 热 冷)
8.凉水型...(冷 热 热)

1.烈火型
性格:天生活力冲天;对朋友常常过分热情
而且对刚刚认识的人也能讲出许多秘密和心事
这份热情不是人人都受得了的
不知道什么时候就会惹来反感
事业;对工组全心投入
但常会(有工作没同事)把周围的人得罪了自己还不知道
爱情:就算有了另一半;仍会和异性朋友讲心事.弄得醋味一味
金钱:热心助人慷慨解囊;但好心不是总有好报

2.艳阳性
性格:由于该类型的情感热度适中
如温暖的阳光;晒得别人暖洋洋
不会象烈火型那样随时会灼伤无辜人
所以别人很乐意和她做朋友
不过有时也会失控一旦情绪过分高涨
难免会在语言上得罪人
事业:热心工作;会体谅别人的感受;因此和同事相处融洽
爱情:热情和浪漫兼备;使得另一半对他死心塌地
金钱:广结人缘;别人有好处往往会留他一份;自然财源广进

3.暖风型
性格:情感热度没有烈火型和艳阳性那么高
但人如其名;吹得别人如沐春风;往往不知不觉就对他产生好感
此外:暖风型性格豁达;不会为小事而固执己见
而这一份潇洒正是其吸引异性的地方
事业:性格和顺.不作固执要求;于是错过不少提升的机会
爱情:视人人都如兄弟姐妹;错过不少姻缘
金钱:用钱该花则花.不会有万贯家产;也不会有一屁股的债

4.温水型
性格;暖水性热度最低;待人处事也象一杯温水;平淡乏味
不过!是老好人一个;责任心强肯吃苦又踏实;给人一份安全感
朋友未必多;但如果和他做了朋友
通常都是一辈子的那一类
事业:不会去争好处;又不懂投机取巧;不但难以升迁.还可能被韧媾
爱情:成熟者才欣赏平凡人的优点.所以年纪越大;异性缘约好
金钱:过于老实.吃亏往往不出声

5.冰山型
性格:冰山型有如一座冰山拒人于千里之外;旁人望而止步
对人冷若冰霜;对感情的需求却相当大
而且凡事以自己味第一考虑;独占欲非常强
不论是人是物.如果被他看中;一天得不到手一天不罢休
事业:性格够冷静;临危不乱;是做大事的人才
爱情:这座冰山就算爱上别人都不会主动;注定要做天煞孤星
金钱:胆大心细又冷静;买大开大买小开小;财运非常不俗

6.寒流型
性格:寒流型恰恰和暖风型相反;和他一块象置身于寒冬
常要接受他的冷言冷语 防寒措施少一点都不行
寒流型思想成熟会照顾人;可惜感情太过严肃不会享受生活乐趣
加上为人现实;考虑太多;缺少浪漫感觉
事业:做大事太多顾虑.犹豫不决;使事业裹足不前
爱情:不会轻易踏足情场;恋爱会找个冷静型的情人
金钱:凡事精打细算.能省则省;但有时反而会因小失大

7.冰箱型
性格:在(冷静型)人当中
冰箱型可谓最有协调型;因为性格虽冷但情感度可以调整
对人冷到什么程度;完全是因人而异的
如果对方面目可憎;言语无味
他立刻会冷得跟(冰山型)一样
不过!假如对方和他很合拍;转身又会变成(凉水型)
事业:本身细心冷静;又具协调型;事业发展不错
爱情:为人偏冷;异性缘始终一般
金钱:对钱的兴趣不大;认为是身外之物;够用即可

8.凉水型
性格:是(冷静型)中最名不副实的一位
虽有cool的外表;但虚有其表
内心其实尚有几分热情
当凉水型遇上4款(热情型)时极易受对方热情的影响
一杯凉水随时会让人煮成开水或水蒸气
爱情:外表冷酷;但恋爱时会有几分浪漫激情.难怪异性缘不俗
金钱:没什么偏财运;少碰风险大的投资;最好是把钱存进银行收利息


测试方法:

1.先把数字分为两类
热:1 3 5 7 9
冷:2 4 6 8 0

2.再看你的出生年 月 日是属于(热)还是(冷)!具体方法是把 年 月 日的尾数取出
例:如1982年4月21日出生的话
1982的尾数为2(冷) 4月为(冷) 21日尾数是1为(热)
根据结果将三个属性组合起来得到(冷 冷 热)然后从下面的找出你的属性

1.烈火型...(热 热 热)
2.艳阳性...(热 热 冷)
3.暖风型...(热 冷 热)
4.温水型...(热 冷 冷)
5.冰山型...(冷 冷 冷)
6.寒流型...(冷 冷 热)
7.冰箱型...(冷 热 冷)
8.凉水型...(冷 热 热)

1.烈火型
性格:天生活力冲天;对朋友常常过分热情
而且对刚刚认识的人也能讲出许多秘密和心事
这份热情不是人人都受得了的
不知道什么时候就会惹来反感
事业;对工组全心投入
但常会(有工作没同事)把周围的人得罪了自己还不知道
爱情:就算有了另一半;仍会和异性朋友讲心事.弄得醋味一味
金钱:热心助人慷慨解囊;但好心不是总有好报

2.艳阳性
性格:由于该类型的情感热度适中
如温暖的阳光;晒得别人暖洋洋
不会象烈火型那样随时会灼伤无辜人
所以别人很乐意和她做朋友
不过有时也会失控一旦情绪过分高涨
难免会在语言上得罪人
事业:热心工作;会体谅别人的感受;因此和同事相处融洽
爱情:热情和浪漫兼备;使得另一半对他死心塌地
金钱:广结人缘;别人有好处往往会留他一份;自然财源广进

3.暖风型
性格:情感热度没有烈火型和艳阳性那么高
但人如其名;吹得别人如沐春风;往往不知不觉就对他产生好感
此外:暖风型性格豁达;不会为小事而固执己见
而这一份潇洒正是其吸引异性的地方
事业:性格和顺.不作固执要求;于是错过不少提升的机会
爱情:视人人都如兄弟姐妹;错过不少姻缘
金钱:用钱该花则花.不会有万贯家产;也不会有一屁股的债

4.温水型
性格;暖水性热度最低;待人处事也象一杯温水;平淡乏味
不过!是老好人一个;责任心强肯吃苦又踏实;给人一份安全感
朋友未必多;但如果和他做了朋友
通常都是一辈子的那一类
事业:不会去争好处;又不懂投机取巧;不但难以升迁.还可能被韧媾
爱情:成熟者才欣赏平凡人的优点.所以年纪越大;异性缘约好
金钱:过于老实.吃亏往往不出声

5.冰山型
性格:冰山型有如一座冰山拒人于千里之外;旁人望而止步
对人冷若冰霜;对感情的需求却相当大
而且凡事以自己味第一考虑;独占欲非常强
不论是人是物.如果被他看中;一天得不到手一天不罢休
事业:性格够冷静;临危不乱;是做大事的人才
爱情:这座冰山就算爱上别人都不会主动;注定要做天煞孤星
金钱:胆大心细又冷静;买大开大买小开小;财运非常不俗

6.寒流型
性格:寒流型恰恰和暖风型相反;和他一块象置身于寒冬
常要接受他的冷言冷语 防寒措施少一点都不行
寒流型思想成熟会照顾人;可惜感情太过严肃不会享受生活乐趣
加上为人现实;考虑太多;缺少浪漫感觉
事业:做大事太多顾虑.犹豫不决;使事业裹足不前
爱情:不会轻易踏足情场;恋爱会找个冷静型的情人
金钱:凡事精打细算.能省则省;但有时反而会因小失大

7.冰箱型
性格:在(冷静型)人当中
冰箱型可谓最有协调型;因为性格虽冷但情感度可以调整
对人冷到什么程度;完全是因人而异的
如果对方面目可憎;言语无味
他立刻会冷得跟(冰山型)一样
不过!假如对方和他很合拍;转身又会变成(凉水型)
事业:本身细心冷静;又具协调型;事业发展不错
爱情:为人偏冷;异性缘始终一般
金钱:对钱的兴趣不大;认为是身外之物;够用即可

8.凉水型
性格:是(冷静型)中最名不副实的一位
虽有cool的外表;但虚有其表
内心其实尚有几分热情
当凉水型遇上4款(热情型)时极易受对方热情的影响
一杯凉水随时会让人煮成开水或水蒸气
爱情:外表冷酷;但恋爱时会有几分浪漫激情.难怪异性缘不俗
金钱:没什么偏财运;少碰风险大的投资;最好是把钱存进银行收利息

Written @ 11:48 PM



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today whole day just keep think how to decorate my room..
all also tiny things..
but seems sweet and nice..
hehe..
today didn't spent much time on sewing but dancing..
i realize..

喜欢跳舞时镜子里充满自信的自己
喜欢想念你时嘴角上扬的笑容
喜欢想到可以为你做的小事而满足的笑容
喜欢因为你的一声“傻瓜”而幸福的笑容

Written @ 9:31 PM


Wednesday, April 29, 2009

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lately my life jz go normal..
no any extreme point..
i wake up around 9 in the morning everyday..
take my breakfast..
then sweep floor..
clean the table..
then start sewing my ai de pillow..
hehe..
only 2 days..
i ord done almost 40% of it..
hehe..
so happy..
at first thought of wanna keep it as secret..
wait till i really finish it..
then only let darling knw..
but whenever i think of his face when receiving..
i smile..
hehe
so happy..
so cant wait to tell him..
then i tell him lo
but darling didn't show any suprise or super happy face..
sob..
like smtg expected..
hmph..
jz nw while taking my bath..
suddenly think of my tamagochi..
yii..
remember when i first go to toy r us with darling..
looking for a toy..
transformers..
hehe.
i saw a pinkie 1..
i remembered i said we buy 2 then we can play together..
hehe..
then busy everyday..
also forget..
suddenly think of it again..
then tell darling..
den darling say he wanna suprise me at first..
den say why i ask for it..
like spoil his plan..
hehe..
nvm le..
darling..
i take back my words..
my brain is not harddisk..
ram lai de..
i shut down..
den all memory gone..
hehe..
i pretend i duno ok?
yay~~




有时
我们不需要分分秒秒都在满分的快乐
平平凡凡的
我也觉得幸福
安稳的生活
首要条件就是有你
喜欢每天早上的讯息
总是要抱抱
喜欢你宠我的感觉
喜欢我要什么你都给我的感觉
喜欢你不会厌倦我烦
喜欢你喜欢我的感觉
就是这种
舒服的感觉

Written @ 9:43 PM


Monday, April 27, 2009

a really touching video..
i cried..


this is another touching one..

Written @ 2:55 PM



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婆婆的过世发生得太突然
虽然大家都已有心理准备
可是
还是太突然了
上个星期五
早上知道这个消息
下午四点赶出去
很冷静的我
并没有大哭
只是默默流了眼泪

已经忘记了哪一次是她最后一次还是她看到我
会叫我的名字
会叫我走过去
已经忘记了几时开始是我自己走过去
和她说我是谁
她还会紧握我的手
说你来看我啊
已经忘记了几时开始和她说话的声音要提高
她再也不会握紧我的手
惟有我把手轻轻牵着她的手
她也不会再说些什么
只会眨一眨眼睛
这一次
我却记得很清楚
无论再怎么叫
她也不再会有任何反应
那一刻的我
也已经忍不住
惟有坐在一角让眼泪流干

在那里的两个晚上
都睡不好
睡不到半个小时就起身了
睡在椅子上
腰酸背痛
昨晚终于可以躺在床上
好好的睡一觉了

昨晚
我的好姐妹来找我聊天
其实
两个人在一起久了
是不是就一定会有许多问题
是对方已经成为了你生活的一部分
所以
没有了爱情的感觉
还是
真的已经没有了想爱的感觉
他们有许多小小的问题
可是这些小小的问题足以影响彼此这一份爱情
无论再怎么浪漫的爱情
有些现实的问题还是需要去解决
不是有爱就什么都不是问题
双方要付出
要齐心
要和心
一起解决
在未来的日子里
还会有很多未知数
解决了现有的问题
不代表以后不再会有问题
两个人
要对彼此不离不弃
不是口中说得那么容易
那一股力量
那一股推动力
是彼此给彼此的


让彼此相识

让彼此相爱
永远
是自己创造的

Written @ 1:41 PM


Thursday, April 23, 2009

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out of sudden..
i got nothing to do..
i got 3 different sizes of screen in front of me..
my phone 2.8 inch LCD..
my notebook 14.1 inch LCD..
and my tv..not sure measurement..
i view one of my friends friendster..
and saw some photo..
suprisingly, a gal was married..
never thought so fast..
or actually time flies..
just that i did not realize..
then i see hers as well..
and the blog also..
its a friendster's blog that had not been updated since years ago..

"喜欢被他背着的感觉,他常背着我在屋子里乱跑,扮演机器人攻击朋友。。。我喜欢他背着我,送我到房间让我躺下,再陪着我睡着才离开。。。"

"他曾对着我说。。。他这一生就只爱我一个,如果有一天,我抛弃了他,有了另一个伴侣,他还是会等我直到我结婚为此。。。也曾对我说,非我不娶。。。当时的我。。。相信了他。。。"

这一刻的我
也经历了同样的事
我也相信他说的一切

"为他取了一个很特别的英文名,希望这名字可以跟我一起陪伴着他。。一生一世。。。"

如果这一刻的我
要你为了我而把名字换掉
你会吗?

我们两个的过去
都不平凡
各自都经历过不同的感情生活
这或许也可能是现在让我们更珍惜对方的原因吧
我们认识了那么久
曾经有好几次都差点在一起
可是最终
还是没有
看着你们的回忆
属于你们的过去
眼泪不禁流下
我们能比你们快了吗
我不禁问了我自己
我找不到答案
看着你为她做了那么多
不禁
想问
你为我做了些什么
我找不到
除了手上的戒指
手机里讯息
心里带酸的甜蜜
还有些什么

这一次
我们就在那么突然的情况下
确定对方是自己的唯一
是缘分
还是冥冥注定
我真的可以是你爱的最后一个女人吗

Written @ 9:13 PM


Wednesday, April 22, 2009

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Last night went out with darling..
We went to 1u..
At first, planning to get ourselves 2nd set of couple clothes..
But due to time problems..
We have to skip that..
As I request..
Darling bring me for barbq plaza..
We spent almost 1 and half hour there I guess..
Is like we purposely got there for eat..
After that,
We went to look out point..
Hehe..
Coz we got nowhere to go..
And we just wanna spent sometimes together..
We chat quite a lot..
Like my previous part time job during my previous sem break..
Actually..
I really worry that darling will mind about it..
Its like..
That can be the reason you reject me…
I was so scare until last night..
Darling..
Thank you..
What I promised is a promised..
There won’t be any other weird job..
I dunno what job will I involved in the future..
But there is 1 job I know is my forever occupation..
With no break time, no off day and OT everday..
That’s to be your girl..

Darling suddenly ask me about migration..
It was my dream since years ago..
but due to too busy with assignments, tutorial, classes,
complicated love life..
really quite sometimes didn't think about it le..
I dun like life that is so rush..
Is like no matter what u do..
There’s a time limit..
I wanna enjoy my life..
Relax in every possible way..
You say you dun wanna leave here...
I really can’t promise that I can give up on migrating..
And of course..
Migrate is an easy thing..
A lot of things have to be concerned..
And maybe is because you have went to some countries and you found that still here is the best..
But I didn’t..
I dun really know how is the world outside..
I dunno is the reality same with what I read from words, what I see from photograph, what I heard..
If the day really comes,
If you ask me stay..
I will think about it..

today while waiting for doink to fetch me..
i get myself this mix rice as my lunch..

so this will be the last "rice box" from hostel canteen..

I read this article in May issue of seventeen..
What is LOVE?
It’s the only best four-letter word in the English language!
There’s a reason why people describe love as being “head over heels”.
You feel like you’re completely turned upside down.
There’s the physical stuff—
Your cheeks getting hot, the flutters in your stomach.
And then there’s the mental madness –
You feel like you’re losing your mind because all you can think about is the way he smells,
How good it feels when he puts his arm around you, or the cute little dimple he gets when he smiles.
When you’re with him, there’s no other place you’d rather be;
When you’re not, you can barely wait until you see him again.
Love is a total high better than eating chocolate, acing a test or scoring the winning goal.
As the amazing as that feeling is,
It can also be seriously confusing.
Sure, you know if a guy gives you major butterflies.
But how do you know if you’re truly, madly, deeply in love?

Written @ 8:35 PM


Monday, April 20, 2009

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finish my exzam today..
which is the first day and the last day..
its also the first and last paper..
i got only 2 subject this semester..
and on 1 subject need to sit for final..
not to say very difficult..
i not dare to say i can score A..
but i think B shouldn't be a problem..
i donated 9 marks for TAR college..again..
the graph state "less than" cummulative..
but i think i mix up the "less than" and "greater than"..
so..
i drew wrongly..
nvm..

and due to ntg i can do this whole afternoon..
so i spent all the time at OLD TOWN MU..
just online online and online..
non of my friends are on..
so..
no one i can chat too..
so sien..
garage sales ntg new as well..
but ..
i bought a MNG demin skirt..
haha..
need to COD either later or tml..
a nice one..
yay~~

so due to "too free"
i browse some of my friends FB photos..
like doink la..
he trip to sg..
i bet she happy like flying to heaven..
imagine your idol fell down infront of you..
and is because of you..
haha..
OMG..
if i make Faye fall down..
i will lost my soul i guess..

then another girl..
she's consider my senior..
for my lower secondary and upper secondary..
we are not close actually..
just that i knw who is she..
i bet she knw who am i as well.
she used to be so so so sweet with her boy..
i duno are they still together now..
but according to her album which named "memory"
i think..
they no longer together..
sometimes no matter how hard you tried..
when its really come to and end ..
it will end..

darling..
you said you scare 1 day i will fed up with you..
fed up with everytime after you make me unhappy..
i have to cheer myself up on my own..
ya..
i can tell u..
1 day of course i will..
i am jz another ordinary girl..
what you expect?
of course i will be tired..
as what we said earlier..
both of us hope we are the last one for each other..
we try everything to hold our relationship..
but sometimes,
accidents do occur..
we have to cope with it..
you said we will go thru everything together..
and its shouldn't be one side coping..

Friday and Saturday nights are the nite that most ppl looking forward i guess..
but for me..
every friday,saturday n now even sunday ..
these 3 nights are the nights that i hope it wont come the most..
the night is belong to you and belong to me..
its not belong to us..
before we together..
i ord knw this..
but sometimes,
of course i will still hope we can together at these times..
but what can i do?
that day u calculated that is the 8th times i cry..
in less than 1 month..
actually..
is more than that..
i did not count..
i cant give u the exact value..
feels are feels..
human have feelings..
sometimes i will feel that
无论你再如何用心,
别人不领情就是不领情,
你再怎么努力也没用。
but no matter how..
i hope you knw..
I LOVE YOu..
and i knw you too..

Written @ 3:15 PM



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I think..
Today is the worst day ever since I with you..
You promise buy me dinner..
You promise to bring all the boxes for me..
And in the end?
I got NOTHING!!!!!
Today whole day I keep looking forward for you dinner..
Because its going to be the first time..
I only eat 1 slice of cake for the whole day..
Which the size is those u say not even enough for you to filled the gap between your teeth..
I waited until almost 8..
Did you check since today morning..
How many msg u have sent me??
Last nite..
I told you that u dun even can have 1 hour for me..
And today..
I felt I am jz nothing to you..
You dun remember I got gastric..
You dun remember all the thg u need to bring for me..
U remember nothing abt me..
Who I am?
Jz now is the first time..
I doubt abt who I am to you..
Am I your girl?
Or jz someone u used to fill your free time?
When u feel lonely..
You find me..
And when u are busy..
You jz dump me aside?
Did you even remember what had sent to me for the past 1 month?
Did you even remember all the thg u say u will do to me?

Written @ 1:20 PM



180409_2347
Today..
I woke up around 12pm..
After my lunch start studying the statistic for the whole afternoon..
And finally..
I finished every single part of it..
I went out for dinner and pandan jaya pasar malam..
Bought ntg actually..
Just 4 slices of cake..
Which I thought give darling 2..
I bought 2 bottle as well..
Since my old pinkie hello kitty got some weird smell no matter how clean I clean it..
1 of it was those stainless steel one..
I remember the first time darling saw my bottle..
He say I prefer those not transparent one..
Then I make honey for darling..
Due to no bottle..
So..quite sometimes darling didn’t drink honey le..
Plus these few days the weather hot like oven..
Then thought of asking darling come over and take aft his practice..
But darling say it will be late..
And I knw..
Darling sure exhausted le..
So I jz say tml lo..
I not sure the cake can last until tml nite anot..
Coz I dun have fridge here..
My room condition is always hotter than outside..
So when most ppl feeling cold..
I will only feel windy inside my room..
And now outside is hot like oven..
My room is even hotter..
Like volcano maybe..
And no matter how much water I drink..
I still feel dry..
And I think that’s why I keep headache lately..
Its TOO HOT!!!!!
I’m only going to stay here for another 4 nights..
Tonight, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday..
While we were on the way back from pandan jaya..
We talk abt creation..
Then he ask why I only knw hw to write abt sad thg...
I say everytime wanna write smtg..
Must make myself emo first.
Why cant I write smtg happy ar..
Hmm..
I dunno oh..
Darling..
The thg I gv u last nite..
Do you think that consider happy thg?
Or jz another piece of emo shit?
Done 1 set of past year paper jz now..
And I plan to cook porridge with darling one..
But that’s MY plan only..
Not his plan..
And until now darling also haven back home..
As what I said earlier..
If without me..
Maybe he can have more time to rest..
Hmm..
We argue abt this before..
And darling say im part of his life..
So..
As I promised..
We will never quarrel because of that again..
Darling..
I miss u oh..

Written @ 1:19 PM


Friday, April 17, 2009

任性是每个年轻人的天分
是否问过自己要玩到几时
是否已对未来有全面的计划
从中学开始
暗恋
明恋
Puppy love
共有多少次
有多少个他 让你有 定下来的感觉
他是否可以让任性的自己变得定性

十九岁且任性的我
竟然遇上了一个令我想就这样定下来的他
还只是一个学院生
一个学位也没有
我竟然想定下来
怎么了
不太像我
不该说不太像
而是
根本就不是我会想的事情
虽然喜欢婚纱
但从来不认同婚姻可以带来保障
这一段才开始了12 天恋情
改变了我很多东西
我不可以去判断这些改变是好是坏
对他说的一切
不会有一丝的怀疑
是爱情麻木
还是
我对他的信任已没有一丝保留
他说过
一个女生
一生会收到四个戒指
追,求,定,结
而我收到了第一个
他说过
这一个戒指的意义超乎我能想象
而且只要白金一天不腐朽
我们的感情也一样不会改变
他也说过
他送了我第一个
他一定会送我其余的那三个
要是之前的我看到这番话
我会觉得不实际
会想
这些甜言蜜语能相信多久
可是
这一次
当我看到时
重复看了好几遍
眼眶凡泪光
那一种感动和开心

他真的很不一样

Written @ 2:45 PM



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Finish my presentation today..

I only got 50 out of 70..
Sob..
The video elements should be working..
But duno why..
Its jz not working with the lab’s comp..
Its totally ntg wrong..
Then the underline thingy..
Is my problem..
I never thought of underline = hyperlink..
So..
Sob..
But after I ask a few..
Mostly also got around 50 – 55..
So..
Nvm la..
If ntg wrong with my calculation or I misunderstand my marks..
A shouldn’t be a problem..
Just hope when I exam slip out..
It state A..
Last nite..
Not feeling well..
Like dying..
I was headache for the whole day due to no reason..
So after preparing for the presentation I try to sleep..
I woke up around 12 in the mid nite..
I vomited..
Ntg much other than water..
Its torturing me..
Then I try to sleep again..
Luckily this morning feel much better..
Came back and rest again after the class..
Whole day dun really have appetite..
But do take my lunch because my stomach was making sound..
Then dinner, max cook for me..
Thankx ya..
Tongue seems tasteless..
And period jz started..
Mood going to swing..
Suppose tonight going out with darling..
But due to darling gt smtg important have to do..
So have to cancel our outing..
Sob sob~~
Darling..
We already together for 12 days oh~
And today u told me I’ll be the last person you love..
So happy~~
Hehe..
I hope I really can be the one..
Today covered 1 chapter of statistic..
Tml going to continue..
Monday going to sit for final..

Oh ya..
Btw..
Today I saw a typical “seafood” walking out from PA block..
I was like OMG..
Usually business school students wont be seafood..
But I see 1..
Or she is not frm SBS maybe..
Totally OMG..

That’s all for today..
Update again soon~~

Written @ 2:41 PM


Thursday, April 16, 2009

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Came back here yesterday..
It was raining heavily when I reached pekeliling..
Then jiejie’s bf car’s windscreen broken at somewhere near Mahameru..
So thankx Max for fetching her there..
According to jie’s bf, it hit by stone..
But the whole windscreen can be consider totally broken.
How big is the impact..
After that, we went to McD for teatime..
As jie said earlier,
Can claim ar..
You going to pay for it..
Haha..
After that I back hostel
Unpack my thg
Take my bath den wait for darling lo..
We going to mid valley for He Is Not That Into You..
Haha..
A nice movie actually..
Quite funny..
At least we do laugh..

We went to Sushi Zamai for dinner..

But we did not eat a lot..
Sad coz cant sit at the counter..
So cant direct grab all shushi from the belt..
Sob..

Darling dunno what to order..
So..this is what I like to eat..
Haha..
Nice nice..
Due to is not a lot..
Then we still got time..
We went to Kim Gary for 2nd round..
I jz drink and darling eat 1 fish filler burger.
Hehe..
Around 11.15 den we walk to GSC and enjoy our movie..
After the movie,
Darling carry to me to car park..
Then I asked
“am I heavier if compare with the other time u carry me?”
Darling say anno
Hehe
Of course la..
4 days at home,
Eat more, work lesser..
Jz eat and sleep..
Sure gain weight lo wo ben ben de darling~~
But darling still manage to carry me..
So its ok la..
Hehe..

Written @ 10:46 AM


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

140409_1227

Just finished my lunch..
going back to KL later..
taking 2.30 bus with my jie jie..
hmm..
spent 4 days at home..
so happy..
so relax..
^^
lately my darling dunno why became extra sweet d..
every night we will sweet chat until around 3am..
then the next morning darling have to work will physically tired
but with sweet sweet in heart..
hehe..
am i correct?
so..
tonight going for movie with darling..

oh ya..
today saw the advertisement of cover girl search on seventeen..
thinking of joining it..
may i?
have to take a full body shot photo..
coz i dun even have 1..
head shot i got alot..
haha..

that's all for this post la..
will come home again on nx tuesday..
final on monday..
so..
wish me good luck and all the best la..
^^

Written @ 12:26 PM


Sunday, April 12, 2009

120409_2231

jz nw my little xiao qi came to find me..
jz to give me my present..

and what she give me is a secret..
she give me this as well..

her drawing..^^
so nice..

finally..
my assignment is 100% completed..
yay..
tml have to sketch and bind..
then ok le..
and what left is prepare a draft for how to present..
hmm..
anyone can help?

going back to KL on tuesday..
going for movie with darling..
then wednesday gotta present..
darling remember to pray for me and supporting me oh~~!!
^^

today whole day duno what happened to my eye..
very itchy and pain..
den keep try not to rub..
forget to bring back my ai xin eye lotion..
sob sob..

tml last day enjoy at home..
den aft back KL..
have to start working hard..
gambateh for my final...

Written @ 10:25 PM



120409_0044

Finally..
i done my assignment..
not 100% done..
left a bit..
really jz abit..
haven change the frame border only..
and all i have to do is jz change once..
then copy and paste..
will do that tml..
then double check everything..
thankx Max..
really thankx a lot..
for figuring out the correct syntax for video and bgsound..
Monday will sketch..
around 5 or 6 pages only..
so it's alright..
then bind then by Tuesday should be done le..
have to prepare for presentation after that..
im lucky number 5 out of 7..
hope everything can go smoothly and i can get as high marks as possible..

came home on Friday..
when i reach here,
really very heavy rain..
then waited at bus station awhile..
that nite dinner was so nice..
with my fav mushroom chicken and "pork stomach" soup..
thankx mami..

then today i done ntg meaningful..
due to my ext. hard disc problem..
den i really no mood..
so jz let time pass..
after dinner start with my assignment..
until now..
darling..
i waited u from 7.30pm until now oh..1249am..
and due to sit too long infront of laptop..
my neck is extremely pain nw..
can anyone massage me?

smtg very unhappy happened last nite..
i knw is my fault to talk abt that at first..
but that feeling jz visit me more frequent since we really together..
it don't make me feel good..
i feel like..
err..
how to say..
nvm la..
as we promise each other..
we will nv let that feelings come again..

Written @ 12:44 AM


Friday, April 10, 2009

this post is all the add on or edit for those i miss out in all my previous post..

first of all..
i wanna apologize to CCT..
sorry girl..
i really didn't mean to left out your name..
thank you for the present..
i owe u a drinks ok??
find me when u back to raub..

this is the blue mini one..


i saw this bed at FULL HOUSE..
its similar to the bed i dream of..
the only different is i want the curtain to be lace..
white lace..
that can make heaven and princessy feel..
darling, can we have that?

Written @ 9:36 PM



是哪来的吸尘机
在短短的一秒之内把空气中所有的甜蜜都吸走了
嘴角形成了直线
幸福的笑容
谁偷走了
有太多的为什么
找不到任何因为
有太多的问号
因说过不再提起从前
所以只好都变成句号

我搞不清楚
有时
我觉得
我们站得不稳
仿佛很小的事
我们就会动摇
可是
有时
我却觉得
我们
并不是
未知数




有时觉得我们握得好紧
台风也分不开
有时觉得我们之间好比线
容易断掉

为什么不能处在平衡点
为什么总在两个极端
是我把我们看得太重
才会那么不安吗

过去的经历
使我不再相信诺言
什么沧海桑田
什么天长地久
什么永不分开
什么保证
什么发誓
有多少真正的实现了
心里的伤口无论多久的时间都不可能完全痊愈

现在
我想相信你说的一切
我想相信我们的永远
我想相信我们永不分开
伤口却再一次崩开


虽常说
我和一般女生不一样
我不是豆腐
我可以自己扛上所有的问题
我可以自己把自己从伤心拔起
我可以不靠任何人
我不需要男朋友每天在我身边
我可以保护自己
我可以照顾自己
我可以不依赖
我可以比男生还坚强
可是
当夜深人静
当我可以选择不再坚强
我也只不过是一个女生
我依然想念他
我依然想有个肩膀让我靠
我依然希望他可以帮我抹去眼角的泪水
我依然希望我可以依赖他
我依然奢望他每天可以在我身边
我依然奢望他可以帮我解决所有的问题
我依然期待他会把我从泪水中救起
我依然期待他会把嫩得像豆腐的我好好保护

其实
我没有我口中说得那么坚强

Written @ 3:56 PM



090409_2300
Finally..
I finish that case study 1 for that stupid SUDOKU..
God damn it..
It took me almost 2 hours to do the 30minutes question..
My dumbness + question complicated-ness = die kao kao..
With tons of sms with my class programming pro..
I manage to done it..
Tons of sms??
Not that much la..
Around 6 to 7 only la..
Haha..
Today written test..
Was not that difficult..
At least..
My mouth is not open when I look at the question..
Btw..
I miss out 1 part..
I forgot the caption for the table..
Can I write it here??
1 mark for me??
………………
Forgot what is the caption tim..
Lol..
So..i think I wont fail gua..
^^
Then darling make me angry this morning before my test..
Just minor thing actually..
I just purposely act angry..
Den want he “tam” me back..
Hehe..
Den hor..
Darling really sent a lot of msg oh..
And 1 of them is the one that make me smile..
^^
Smile when sitting for the test..
Darling say dun angry la..
We gonna 私奔到月球
And if im still angry..
There’s ntg at the moon to make me happy~
Aiyerrr..
You ar..

As usual..
For every Thursday..
There is 3 hours break before the next class..
I spent that 3 hours doing what ar..
Hmm..
Usually will just watch me “co dai di”..
But today..
I so guai..
I finish the tutorial for statistic..
Haha..
Even those he haven teach..
But actually those basic thing learn before during form4 and 5..
But still..
There are some problems I cant solve..
Thankx boon boon..
Haha..
Because of his help,
I only left 1 question that both of us also cant solve..

Going home tml..
This weekend cant really enjoy..
Coz gotta rush the assignment…
Have to re-sketch the all the webpage..
Have to add jave script for the site for data validation..
Hmm..
Then coming back on Monday..
Darling..
Monday wanna go where??
I wanna watch he’s just not that into you..
Can ma??

Written @ 3:53 PM



080409_2349
This morning..
As usual I went to library to teach Max abt some basic maths..
Then we went for lunch at BRJ..
Ate 1 roti kosong and indo mee goreng..
Indo mee use to be my all time favourite..
Due to I cant cook anything here..
So..i only can eat when I at home..
Then went to get Friday’s ticket..
5pm..
When I reach home just nice for dinner..
Then back to college after that..
Today was practical for that god damn java script..
I won’t say is not difficult..
Although I think most ppl taking it as easy..
Today..
The practical only need to modify a few lines..
And I took around 45 minutes to do so..
Luckily the practical test not going to cover until this chapter..
If not
Sure die kao kao..
After class..
I slept for around 3 hours I guess..
Took my bath and dinner after that..
Start revising the web page syllabus for tml test..
I covered all the 6 chapters that need to be covered..
Just hope I can answer all the question tml..
Usually I dun like shuffle my playlist..
But today..
I turn the shuffle on..
And come across a song that I didn’t listen for a really long time..

For a shield from the storm
For a friend
For a love to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength
To be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything I do
For everything is true
I turn to you

Written @ 3:52 PM


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

十九岁的生日
就这样过去了
虽然没有期待
但并没有失望

3 号那晚的晚餐
真的很特别
环境
饮品
装饰

和我
一切一切
我不会忘记
谢谢你给我一个这么美好回忆的生日

4号的唱K日
意义非凡
这不但是为了庆祝我的生日
更是我俩第一次一起唱K
许多 没有人可以陪我唱的对唱歌
你都能陪我唱
从经典的“屋顶”
到我认为很适合我和你的“私奔到月球”
我并没有梁文音那么好听的嗓子
获取配合不了你
可是
我心里的那股甜蜜
难以形容
那一刻后
123牵着走
456抬起头
789我们私奔到月球
不停的徘徊在我脑海
很舒服的旋律
代表着我和你

这一个生日
我收到很多朋友的祝福
收大很有意义的礼物
收到很用心的礼物
更收到了我最想要的礼物
我的礼物都逃不开两个重点
粉红色
哈罗凯蒂
仿佛我的礼物无需太费神
不过无论如何
谢谢大家哦

Written @ 10:53 PM



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The previous 3 posts..
I might left our something due to too many things wanted to write..
Here is the dessert we have at FULL HOUSE..
My chocolate brownie and max’s tiramisu..


Not really nice actually..
I guess among all the food there,
The cakes are the only thing that are not nice..
And there is a mini one at the entrance..
Isn’t that cute??
But if it’s pink color den guarantee cuteness will plus 100..
Haha..
Sunday evening..
Which is 5 april..
Hehe..
My birthday oh..
Darling came to fetch me around 6.30..
Den ben ben de wait downstairs of block B..
Yiiii…
Hehe..
Den with a slice of chocolate indulgence and 1 candle..

Hehe..
Then only allow me to make 1 wish..
Ish ish..
So surprise that darling knw I like chocolate indulgence..
Actually I knw you duno right?
Just so ngam only~!
Den this ben ben couple went until subang for bak kut teh..
Lol..
Unfortunately,
The leng zai was not working that day..^^
Our dinner last abt 1 hour I guess..
We eat very very slow and chatting..
Eat like kids,
The bowl surrounded by rice in the end..
How old liao? Still like this..
Haha
After dinner,
We went to mid valley..
On the way,
I say wanna get a casing for the ipod..
Den darling stare at me..
Say why I say first..
He thought of buying too..
So in the end, we get a plastic one..transparent..
I dun want with color,
Coz it will spoil the pink color of the ipod..
Hehe..
We watch fast and furious..
Actually I did not watch the past 3 episode..
So..
Actually dun really have idea what’s going on..
Haha..
But still..
I think the show is not bad..
At least is better than that Shinjukun Inccident..
My Daniel Wu die in the end..YIIIIIIIII..
Darling sent me back after movie lo..
So..that’s all for my birthday..
Although darling is not with me for the 24 hours of 5 april..
But at least,
The first and last second of 5 april,
Darling is beside me..

Today woke up around 11..
Den wanna settle the maxis thing..
But..
Unfortunately..
Have to go KLCC..
Damn~~
So went back to hostel after that..
Continue doing my assignment..
And finally..
Until now..
Can say is almost done..
I just left the flash logo, the advertising video and the background haven add in..
Others all done..
And I tried all the hyperlink..
Its functioning..
So..
I hope there will be no other serious problem occurring..
p/s
IM NOT MARRIED!!!
IM JUST OCCUPIED!!!

Written @ 10:41 PM


Sunday, April 5, 2009

PART III

so here is part 3 about my 19th birthday..
present time~~~~~~

according to which i receive first..

1.
i received on thursday..
which is 2nd of april..
thank to Zhe Jian..BoonBoon..Shang Yi..





2.
received on Friday..
thankx to Chin Yean..Apple..Siu Ching..




3.
received on Friday..
thankx to Jason..





4.
received on Friday..
thankx to Kah Hing, Ivy, Symone, Jian Qin..
btw..
what give you the idea of buying me alarm clock??
F u~~!!!!




5.
received on Friday..
the only present made me cry ..
because of touched..
thankx to Max..




6.
received on Saturday..
thankx to my darling..




thank you everyone for wishing me..
giving me present..
no matter who are you..
where are you..
i appreciate every single wishes for anyone of you~~
thankx a lot..
love you all..
muacksZZzzzzZZZzz

Written @ 1:44 PM



PART II

4 of april..
a day before my birthday..
i wake up around 12pm..
then went for lunch..
den back to my room..
rest..
and drama all time..
until evening..
i spend around half hour choosing what to wear..
then finally..
i got it..
i leave around 6 smtg..
den we straight went to pyramid..
for red box..
it was our first time sing k together..
never thought of i can sing all those duet song with you..
so happy..
一二三, 牵着手
四五六,抬起头
七八九,我们私奔到月球
so sweet when sing this..
we din really eat the buffet actually..
didn't eat much..
the main thing is we just keep sing sing sing and sing..
we sing until 11..
then we leave pyramid..
we went to take our car..
then he blind fold me..
OMG~~..
first time got blind fold..
then duno he wanna bring me to where..
totally no idea..
i can only see some lights..
so scare..
yiii..
you make my heart beat become faster faster..
after around 45 minutes i guess..
finally..
we reach..
we were at putrajaya..
OMG..
he gv me the flower..
which according to him..
that is "forget me not"

due to cannot get lavendar..
and this is purple color..
so..
hehe.
i still like it..
thank you so much..
den i got my first present..
he ask me to guess.
keep ask me what i wanted the most..
i dun even knw..
then he ask me put my hand in and touch it.
OMG..
IPOD NANO~~!!!!!


then start a game..
with a big big box..
with alot unwanted thg..
he ask me find 9 paper love..
den slowly..
i got it all..
he arrange them in 2 line..
then ask me what is the difference between that 9 love..
den very obviously..
there is 1 very special 1..
so i chose that..
then he opened it..
and there's a ring inside ..

OMG..
then with the flower, ring..
and his knee on floor..
he ask..
"could you be my girlfiend"
we were beside the road..
its like..
omg..
every car that pass by will lay their eyes on us at least 2 seconds..
its really like
偶像剧情节..
never thought this will happened on me..
suddenly..
i think of..
for the past few years..
i have been so realistic..
sometimes..
i missed alot of things..
due to i just simply too realistic..
sigh..
and you..
take me back to imaginary world..
telling me that sometimes,
thing that happened in imaginary world can happen in reality too..
thankx alot..

and my 3rd present..
is you..
so..
5 April 2009..
Rex and jesZ diamond solid relationship started..
thank for giving me all the thing..
start now..
u no longer someone..
you are my darling..
^^

darling..
thankx for everything..



this morning..
5 april 2009...
when i wake up..
the first time come across my mind..
is mami..
so i decided to send her a msg..
i duno what is her respond after reading it..
but..
my tears flow when i typed..
"19 years ago.
i duno what is the emotion on you and daddy face..
but today..
i can smile, can see this beatiful world..
all i need to thankx is you and daddy..
thank you for bringing me to this world..
i appreciate my life..
never blame anyone im not born with golden key in my mouth..
im glad i borned in this family.
having a daddy mami that love me so much..
thank you mami..
i love you..
muacksz"

Written @ 1:21 PM



PART I

Friday..
which is 3 april..
what happened in the morning is no longer important..
this was the day i keep looking forward to it..
after class..
i prepare myself..
with my favourite smokey eyes make up..
my white heels..
and my favourite dress..
den we go out..
that day was a special day..
the first birthday celebration for my 19th birthday..
no idea of where i am going..
we we on the road..
then i guess..
and i got it correct..
"niu che shui"
due to the traffic jam..
i start camwhore inside the car..
took quite alot picture..
den finally..
we reached..
the place was quite isolated..
it was my first time there..
the place was..
err..
different with what i expected..
the place we going to have our dinner was the main thg of the day..
the concept of the cafe was totally like what i imagine..
i have a dream of having my own coffee house at outskirt place in australia..
with lots of lavender..
back to here..
the cafe name = FULLHOUSE..
its korean based..
all the table, chair...
furniture are in white..
then the deco..
was 90% similar with what i want and dream of..
they are selling some clothes, accessories..
shoes~~~
then i was keep saying that the ppl can read my mind..
then stole my idea..
lol ^^
the place we sit was beside the window..
from where i sit..
i could see one pair of shoes..
i can't take my eyes out of it..
then in the end..
i bought it..

ok..
start my dinner..
the starter..
mushroom cappocino..
could you imagine mushroom soup with coffee smell??



then the main course..
wor-sear-chicken chop..

the sauce very special..
according to mr.max.
they added grape to the sauce..
that is why the sauce taste a bit sweet..



this were the snacks..
wedges and deep fried chicken wing..
yay~~~~
my favourite..


and this were our drinks..

red apple soda..


and my lavendar mixed with lemon topped with lavendar..
lol..
what a name..
never imagine i will put lavendar on my tongue..
it smell so good.
taste so nice..

after that..
we went to 1U..
due to we have too much time..
then we sit inside car..
here..
he gave me the present..
a fully handmade present..


i cried when i opened it..
it full with our photo..
18 photos..
it reminds me of all our memory..
all the thing we go thru..
i believe all of these memory wil kept inside our heart forever..
and as you said..
the 19th we will take on today..
and i chose this to be the
19th one..


we watched 11.45 show..
Shinjukun Incident..
the show was..
......
i dun wanna mention anythg abt it..
watched it yourself..
wakaka^^

after the movie..
we went to look out point..
20 mini donut..

den i make 3 wishes..
1..
2..
3..
may all dreams come true..
we chat inside the car..
seeing KL view..
it was tiring day..
i sleep without changing my clothes..
haha..
so..
that's my first birthday celebration..
it was a happy happy day...
thankx alot..
thankx for the present..
thankx for everything you prepared for me..

Written @ 12:34 PM


Thursday, April 2, 2009

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Someone was doubting..
Doubting that did I chose wrongly..
He said he confirmed that he did not chose wrongly..
Why do you need to doubt while I dun even doubt for a single second?
Ya..
You are right,
Whenever I need you,
You can’t be here..
But is not that you don’t want to be here..
Is you really can’t make it..
I understand..
I’m not trying to complain anything thru my post at this blog..
That’s just my feelings at the moment..
If you really read thru every single post..
You will realize that’s lots of conflicts..
The purpose I blog is to keep my feelings, my taught at certain moment..
That’s why all the title were date_time..
Its not a tool for me to request smtg from anyone..
Both of us are really bad luck lately..
That day the traffic light offense..
You hurt again..
The door broke.
The cheque..
My room..
My assignment..
Every little thing..
Doesn’t seem go smoothly…
I remembered you told me..
No matter is happy, sad..
Or whatever situation ..
We will go through together..
I do everything with your support..
Out of any1 expectation..
Including myself..
My statistic I could get 43 over 50..
Although is not really high marks..
But im satisfy with it..

Lots of ppl getting blow 40..
Even those who are so pro so far..
Im a student almost fail in maths subject for previous sem..
And how ..
This happened..
Maybe its really just lucky..
I made some stupid..idiot mistakes..
I should have get full..
The first time I can well prepared 2 days earlier before the test..
You knw why?
Its because of you..
The watermelon juice..
Your msg..
Every single thing from you..


This is not an ordinary mix rice ta pau from shop..
Max cooked for me..
The egg actually is heart shape..
With my favourite sardine and baked beans..
Can say 3 of the dishes are also my all time favourite..
Eggs are my fav too..
Thankx a lot ya..
The amount is just perfect..
Nor too full or not full..
If I tell chin yean abt this..
She will definitely get mad..
That day saw that pinkie box photo in his phone..
Hmm..
That’s my present..
Haha..
What will it be??
Let’s guess..
Going to knw on Friday..
And please don’t rain on Friday..
If not..
According to Mr. wong jiacheng..
Everything goin to be ruin..

Hope my birthday will not be what I thought while im taking my shower just now..
一个充满泪水的生日
The tears I mean is not tears of happiness..
But sadness..

Written @ 11:32 PM


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

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April’s fool..
There’s too many things happened today..
I dunno I should start from where..
I suppose to went to GC to see my room around 9pm and pay deposit to settle my room thing..
But unfortunately, around 8 smtg,
While me and max was still having our dinner at subway,
He received a msg saying that the room ord rent by a guy ..
And he’s moving in tml..
God damn it..
My mood turn totally 360 degree..
I did not finish my sandwich..
The feel is like..
I already plan everything..
I plan when to move, how to move..
What to buy for my room, where to get it..
Everything is well planned..
And now..
The room is no longer going to be mine..
Tears just flow..
Is like..
The thing is almost yours,
But disappear infront of you..
Have I ever ask much from u?
Sometimes, I just hope your shoulder can be here when I cry..
Izzit too much for you?
Due to my upset,
Max try every single way that he could..
And finally,
We found a room..
At block 3..
Is abit far compare to block 1..
Same luckily, same block and same floor with siu ching..
The room was still alright..
Not too old..
So I decided to take up the room..
Then the room thing settled..
I called u 5 times today..
Where are you?
Is already almost 12am..
Is ok..i knw there’s smtg wrong with your phone and you don’t want it to happened too..
But..
Did you ever try other way to contact me?
Just borrow your friend phone to send a sms..
Izzit so difficult?
I cry again..
Remember the nite that u hug me tight telling me you will not let me cry again due to unhappy thing..
I only allowed to cry because of happy or smtg touching that done by u..
I apologize for breaking the promise..
At first,
My plan was move to the room this Sunday..
Which is my birthday..
Building our ai de xiao wu on that special day..
And as u told me..
U could take leave and accompany me whole day..
But now..
For the room im goin to move in..
Is during may..
Will you be free?
Can be still do that together?
Or I am going to move and fix everything without you?
Or I should just ask u dun take leave on my birthday..
So that on the day I wanna move,
U can take leave and help me?
Now, the only thing can make me smile..
Is that night when u carry me from LG running 2 floor to reach car park..
The moment,
I feel like..
Will you carry me forever?
I can’t remember when is the last time I wish there is forever..
It seems like I ord give up on “forever” long time ago.
But..
You make me feel there is a forever for us..
You never knw how much you mean to me..
But I guess there is somebody out there knows..
Coz he realize the changes in me..

You said you will make things clear..
That day u answered her call in front of me..
Telling her you ord have a new gf..
In my heart, I was happy..
But..
Your mood can be change so easily by her..
Just a call that last for a few minutes..
I’m beside u up to hours..
Do I really exist infront of you?
Or..
I just put too high expectation on myself..
Actually I mean ntg to you..
But I tot I mean a lot..
I called you..
Because you ask me to..
I asked : is there anythg you wanna tell me?
You answered : we seldom put down phone this way
I agree what u say..
Then, did you knw what is different today??
Did you ever knw how it feel when a girl wanted to celebrate her birthday so much with someone but that someone told her he did not plan anything..
Although she didn’t expect anything..
But still..
It’s hurt..
I try to think, mayb it’s a lie..
But from your “sorry”..
I knew its not..



This is what u gv me..
Have you ever wonder how am I goin to be happy without you?

Written @ 9:54 AM





My Loves
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Heels
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czLee
SHY
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