Thursday, October 30, 2008
i duno wat can i do..
just sien these days..
goin home again tml..
sometimes jz feel like dun wana bak here..
its so damn boring..
hmm...
at cc again..
outside is so so so hot..
mayb i should have juz upload some photo..
duno this box of rice belong to which day lunch..
i think i haven upload..
so jz post it..
it seems quite some times i didn't take photo..
haha..
but tat day took some..
oh ya..
my mood turn bad yesterday aft i went to carefour..
i had my dinner with dear..eating ban min n my fav fish cake..
den we thought of goin carefour n have some walk..
when we queue to pay..
when is our turn..
the cashier wanted to change shift..
so we waited..
den sudddenly..
a malay guy come over n talk to dear..
say"
jangan buat depan orang..kalau nak buat..buat kat belakang..orang nak bayar..ini negara islam..tolong hormat sikit..."
both of us were so damn fuck..
by the way..
we did not do anythg..
we try to hold ..
so didn't end up a fight..
again..
aft bak room..
i think bak..
jz now should have kiss infront of him..
lol..
bak to the topic..
is malaysia a islamic country?
i tot we all are malaysian?
den now i jz read a fwd email..
raped cases.
"it say malaysia is no longer a safe country"..
wat i promise myself i few years ago was still correct..
i want to work hard n earn more more money..
i dun wanna stay in malaysia anymore..
i will leave this country as soon as i can..
my friend cant believe tat both of us was so calm to that situation..
she tot we would have some fight or smtg..
haha..
i oso think tat..
coz is really...very...
jz hope this wont happend again..
plz..
change your thinking..
Written @
1:58 PM
Another month goin to end soon..
Yesterday was depavali..
So having 3 days holiday..
Went to ipoh with dear..
We did nothing but eat..
Eat a lot of things..
It makes me happy anyway..
Hehe..
But wat make me sad was the egg tart..
How sad..
2 days oso sold out..
Sob sob..
Just finish watching The Four..
Hmm..
Not bad la..
At first dun feel like watching this show bt end up watched oso..
Lol..
Assignment and presentation are coming …
Gotta prepare well this time..
Just hope everything goes well..
Tml will be my 2nd lesson for squash..
Duno wat will happened..
Last thrusday had 2 hours practise with dear..
Hehe..
Quite tiring actually..
But I still like it..
Den aft the practise..
We went to 1U..
Without any plan..
Just because I say wana eat barbq plaza suddenly..
Have you ever think wat you want for your life?
Love?money?
What kind of love you want?
Do you think tat a relationship that not regconised by your friends will last long?
As I plan earlier..
I went bak home on 18…
I do the last thg tat I can do..
I msg him..
Told him wats on my mind..my feelings..
Bt..he din reply..
Aft a few days..
When I was alone..
I think..
Giving up..
That is not wat I want..
Den from that moment..
I knw I should have search for someone that love me more than I love him..
Sometimes I wondering wat im doing izzit correct..
If I keep doin wrong..
Is there a u turn in front?
Or I will just keep be in the wrong lane..
Like wat I said earlier..
New sem..new life..
Ord week4..
I should have be in my new life..
Here’s a nice song..by pussycat dolls..
Hush Hush..
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough, you should have known
I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you gotta hold on me
and is a little time for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hand shivered
So look at me and listen to me
Because
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needes hurt
I never needed you to be there every day
I'm sorry for the way I let go
On everything I wanted when you came along
But I ain't never beatin', broking up the featin
I know next to you is not where I belong
and is little time for explaination
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hand shivered
So look at me and listen to me
Because
Written @
1:57 PM
Monday, October 20, 2008
another moody day..
thankx to the english lecturer..
damn boring..
i only i knw i hated it so much when i was so sleepy n i dun get the chance to slp..
damn..
jz like a little girl crying when she want a toy bt her parents did nt get for her..
haix..
so sad..
dunno why mood turn so bad..
my viewty can be repaired..
so happy..
cost me abt 150..
daddy mami goin to pay for me..
hehe..
den my laptop..
duno what's goin on..
seems can be repaired.
but..
seems all my data will be lost..
i should have get a external hard disk earlier..
haix..
yesterday dear car got banged again..
haix..
again..
2nd time for this month..
both oso minor accident..
yesterday went to midvalley oso..
thr's a wedding exhibition..
those wedding gown was so nice..
just wondering models for wedding gown and models for those fashion show..
is thr any different qualifications?
coz it seems wedding gown should be slimmer n..
hmm..
face always show happy..
n those models are.."cooL"
haha..
later goin to get bak my phone..
just hope...
it will be ok..
so can use bak my viewty..
yeah...
Written @
3:24 PM
Saturday, October 18, 2008
home sick..
haha..
bak to my home sweet home again..
so happy...
my first sem out yesterday..
result not to say very very good..
coz not A's..
i jz get 2A-..
the most happy thing is i didn't fail my account..
yeah..
my laptop facing some problem..
cannot be start up..
i have a drafted blog saved inside..
so..
i dun think i can update that post..
anyway..
it just abt tat day mami came to kl on wednesday..
den bring me to carrefour n grab some biscuits..
those price had been increase like hell..
damn..
even indomie almost 1 buck each packet..
another thg is dear birthday was coming..
which is same day with the premiere of Quantum Of The Solace..
haha..
i promise to bring him for the movie..
his present is almost done..
just that duno the result will turn out be exactly like wat i think..
hehe..
oh ya..
wai wai is getting married..
congratz to him..
happiness is decide by ourself..
once you have chosen..
please appreciate before is too late..
that's all for this post..
wana eat mami prepared de breakfast..
hehe..
Written @
8:29 AM
Sunday, October 12, 2008
last friday went to pavilion with dear...
watch house of bunny..
quite funny movie..
jz not much meaning..
haha..
we went to J co once we reach thr..
it seems a long long time i didn't eat donought le..
miss the chocolate taste so much..
aft movie..
went to "CHOCOLATE"..
so nice..
so happy..
hehe..
like the feeling when all the chocolate cover my teeth..
hehe..
new sem had started 1 week..
calculus chapter1 seems so difficult..
the steps for each question seems short but for me..
i really need some time to do it..
damn..
i've register for squash for the cocuriculum part..
hope everything will be alrite ...
Written @
3:54 PM
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
it seems abt 3 weeks i didnt't update my blog...
how is your sem break goin on?
visit any place?
any happy memory?
this sem break seems short for me..
for the first week..
the one i love the most left me..
i spend the first week recover myself..
learn to live without him..
second week..
my grandmother past away..
i spend 4days for her funeral..
i remember when my grandfather past away was abt 6 years ago..
i was jz 12 years old that time..
might dun feel so sad ..
but this time is different..
im ord 18..
i know what's goin on..
sometimes..
tears can jz flow suddenly..
its like..
i jz talk to her yesterday..
cant believe nw she's not here anymore..
cant believe my last words to her was
"remember to eat..you can eat anythg you want.."
now i learn wat is really meant by APPRECIATE...
new sem had started 3 days ago..
nothing special..
life still have to go on..
sunday..
went to 1u to enjoy my last day of holiday..
lunch at barbq plaza..
watched mama mia..
remind me alot of ABBA song..
hehe..
its a nice show anyways...
these few days jz keep mapling..
really duno wat can i do..
life seems boring..
my soul haven back to my body yet...
cant really concentrate on study..
oh ya..
learning to play facebook..
haha..
Written @
4:17 PM
