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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
2day..i dint went to work.. why? again..one month once.. its so suffering.. its so pain.. it make me shivering whole day.. every single part of my body went numb.. aft my breakfast,i took my med.. den i play maple 4 abt 2 hour.. finally lv 17.. haha.. i cant find tat bubbling.. any1 knw? hmm.. den i watch wars in law II.. episode 17 le.. 3 more episode to go.. finaly..the gal decide to divorce.. the boy ex gf came bak n wanted to be with him.. i just wondering if i met with a gal like tat in real life.. i'll beat her.. den aft tat..i sms him.. i jz wondering..if one day his ex come to him..will he accept.. he told me no.. he told me he love me oni.. n love me more every single day.. is tat true? i choose to believe him..naive? neh..i love him.. 2day..i dint went to work which means.. i dint see him whole day.. i miss him alot.. mayb coz we usually stick 2gether.. meet each other every single day.. hmm.. i should have slp right now.. bt why am i still here? hmm.. worry? 2day the star has a news abt the spm result.. saying tat no exact date is fix yet.. so..all the rumors should not be trust.. huggin my baby kuma kuma 4 the whole day.. am i alone? i keep ask myself.. den i knw..im not.. i still have u.. i knw u wont leave me.. u promise to protect me.. u promise wont leave me.. u really will be thr 4 me? i think i should go to bed now.. if not.. im goin to cry badly again.. hope 2mr once i open my eyes..i can see u beside me.. although i knw is impossible.. or..just ur msg.. i miss u alot.. i really do.. i love u..
Written @ 11:12 PM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
another day has past.. news are spreading around saying spm result is coming on 28 of feb.. but..there's no exact news abt it.. hmm.. worry? not really.. wat can i do now to change my result? all i can do is just wait.. planing to buy a laptop.. dell inspiron 1525..flamingo pink 2299.. any1 wana support? hehe.. den..my viewty is gone.. both thg oso around 2000.. sure i need laptop more than tat super camera phone.. one is need one is favourite.. nowadays..money is realy hard to earn.. i not dare to ask anythg frm daddy.. i just told him tat i need a laptop 4 my study .. hmm..materialistic? yeah..i am.. but i knw how to be reality too.. found the trainer de.. going 4 my ever 1st driving kursus tis coming saturday.. hmm.nervous?neh.. just simple mood.. bt cant wait to drive.. no car ? hehe..of course his car.. ^^ with all my baby kuma kuma inside.. hmm.. why am i still not slp? actualy not really feeling well.. the pain is quite hard to stand... buu buu lao gong is playing dota.. n i just logged out my maple.. hmm.. since when i start playing maple? hmm..aft i stop playing SEAL online.. i hate it walkin so slow.. den while waitng 4 RO2.. this is the oni best choice..
Would You Be There by Redwan Ali.. i think is a singaporean.. hmm.. i like the song. get to knw abt it frm the AEC 7pm show.. mars VS venus.. like the show.. its realy show the different thinking between man n women.. just like reality.. wat we use as excuse "i tot".. its a touching song. i cried although aft so much time i listen to it.. its my ringtone.. hehe.. crazy with this song? i think oni me.. some say is oni another simple song.. maybe.. different individual have different thinking.. alomost 12am le.. i think i should be on bed right now.. if not some one is goin to scold me.. ^^ by the way.. i have straighten bak my hair.. hehe.. still prefer myself with tis straight hair..^^
Written @ 11:37 PM
If I were blue, would you be there for me, And whisper in my ears that's ok. Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight, And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me? And touch my lips with tender loving care? Would you die for me? Would you run with me? And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there..
If I am away, would you still think of me? And wish that you could hold me now? Would you die for me? Would you run with me, all the way?
Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away? Would you be there to love, to be with me? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be the one, to take my breath away?
Would you be there to save my soul tonight? Would you swear that your love is always true? Would you say that you'll always be there to kiss my pain away?
Would you be there.. for me?
Written @ 11:35 PM
Friday, February 22, 2008
Now oni realise tat i din write abt my valentine's day in my previous post.. such an important day how could i forget? mayb,it just another ordinary day 4 me.. its a special day 4 couples,but not 4 me although i do have my valentine..
Do you still love me? i duno since when.. i felt everythg has change.. is it i too sensitive? or u just try to hide everythg? i felt u can left me thr alone but not miss the latest episode of ur anime.. 210208,tis is the oni day..u nv notice i din eat anythg.. usually u will keep remind me take my lunch n tis or tat.. i felt ur care is gettin lesser n lesser day by day.. its not minusing, is faster den minusing.. its like dividing.. Do you still love me? i just wanted to knw.. when i ask,u say yes.. but my feeling telling me no.. i felt thr's smtg wrong between us.. is thr another gal? am i asking too much? i always ask myself tis question.. or just tat i put too high hope on u..
just wondering.. ur life without me.. will it be better? aft i left 4 study.. will u feel better? will u feel u r free? r u just like a kite? am i pulling the string too hard? should i let it go?
it has been almost 2 weeks aft my last post... due to without chinese star in this littl mac apple.. or should say i dun really knw how to use it.. haha.. i have to type with english.. hmm.. chinese new year had come n go.. the first day.. i woke up early in the morning den go temple with daddy n mami.. then around 11 i go visit frens.. doink drive her accord fetch us.. 5 lenglui~~~ hehe.. abt 40mins drive i think. she drive quite fast... between 80-100.. den evening i went home n had my diner.. at nite i go out with my buu buu lao gong zai n his fren... 2nd day.. i go his hse,met his dad n step mother.. n get my ang pau.. hehe.. n gamble with his auntie oso... den around 2 i went home.. hehe.. den he go out with his fren again... at nite abt 9,he came over my hse... meet daddy mami n mami side auntie.. hehe.. so suprise he bought a bird nest hamper oso.. hehe.. so good in leaving good msg 4 them.. hehe.. 3rd day. around 10.30 i go visit my frens again.. but then abt 12,boss call him bak to work.. i offer i go with him.. i dun1 i enjoy while he work.. hehe.. at nite i go out with him n his fren oso.. 4th day... we go genting 2gether with his fren.. we watched CJ7..so funny but touchng.. tat day genting was so stucked.. we spent more than one hour finding parking.. end up blocking my auntie's car.. thankx to her.. hehe.. duno why.. tat day,i felt he keep giving cold shoulder to me.. he seem dun even notice im thhr.. he din hold my hand.. he walk infront of me.. haix.. aft the show we go BE a STAR... den abt 9 we bak home le.. 5th day.. i start work le.. till nw... last sunday.. finally i go perm my hair.. i choose those type which oni a little bit curl at the bottom part.. bt then tat ppl told me that type will oni last 4 abt 2 weeks.. so she suggest me to me more curl.. bt end up.. i dun really like it.. for the first time i felt myself ugly.. usually i will just say not pretty..bt not reach ugly stage yet.. but right now.. i dun even like to look at myself.. den i decide to straight it bak.. i knw it will hurt my hair.. but i dun wana hair.. its ord damage.. jst let it be.. hmm... i think tats all 4 now
