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fAr FaR aWay K!nGdOm oF pr!ncesZ jesZ


Tuesday, June 30, 2009

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和你在一起已有87天..
对不起
昨天是我的不对,
是我太任性,
我真的没有想到你会那样做,
其实只要给我一些时间,
我会慢慢改变自己的想法,
我害怕的是如果有一天你后悔了,
那,
我就是你会责怪的人,
我不要,
所以今早本来要补救的,
可是你丢了.....
结果我就将错就错,
把其余的也丢了,
事后有在想,
我是否太冲动了,
可是,
想了再想,
就算你留着 ,
9年后它们也不被允许进住我们爱的屋子 ,
所以,
应该没差啦~~
对不起哦
我知道这样做很自私..

平平凡凡 的又过了一天
明天是java 的 mid term ..
天啊
怎么办
practical 都有问题了
还theory..
所有的program 没得compile再改再compile,
一次过~~
加油加油咯~~

今晚的晚餐是什么~?
MCDONALD!!!!!
我的mc deluxe..
感觉好久没吃了..

那天max送我这盒巧克力,
天啊
感动到!!!
22颗,
我一个人用了三天的时间就吃完了!!!
呵呵~~
谢啦~~



明天是新的一个月了,
这个月要好好整理一下钱的方案,
这个月也会很忙,
又每得回家~~
谁可以去我家帮我妈咪送外卖给我~~!!!

Written @ 6:31 PM


Saturday, June 27, 2009

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this week was a quite busy week..
from Tuesday until Friday..
every night there is things to do..
thank you so much darling for coming over to accompany me everyday for this week other than Wednesday..^^
love ya so much..

Friday..
the case study was again sucks..
but for the previous week report..
thankx god he likes my interview plan..
"very good" is the first word came from his mouth..
so glad..
next week report is the context diagram, diagram 0 DFD and diagram 1 DFD..
so we sketch inside the class..
what we done for diagram 0 was actually diagram 1..
argghhhhh~~~
need to simplify even more..

ok..
so after class i came home..
wash sotong..
den bath..
then go TBR..
for KYZ birthday party..
but actually his birthday is on Sunday..
same with my Xiao Qi..
so we got 2 cakes..














1 is cappuccino..
another 1 is lychee..
so we had steamboat thr..
so full..
until vomit...
my friend said full til wanna die..
den i suddenly laugh out..
i said then on the death certificate the reason of dead have to write what?
"TOO FULL"
HAHAHAHA~~
so we just chit chat..
they play poker card..
around 10.30
every1 started to leave..
coz all stay back after class that day..
around 11..
darling came to fetch me back lo..
so as ZJ, SY and SC..
was a tiring night..
then after back..
darling arrange all the notes with me..
^^
thank you so much darling...

then i realize there's smtg important i didn't post..
like..
my ceiling..
the part above my bed..
was full with those grow in dark star..
darling stick it when i was at hometown..
quite long ago le..
just i keep forget to mention here..
thankx darling..

2ndly..
sometimes darling will leave some lovely and sweet notes on my table,
toilet,anywhere possible..
the nx morning when i woke up and saw that..
i will smile like soh po..
^^
love ya darling..

3rdly is the latest..
just happened last nite..














those words had been stick on it quite sometimes,
just those photos are stick last nite..
the 7 main things in our relationship..
1. 廉兴,彩娴
2. 真爱
3. 了解
4. 信任
5. 体谅
6. 坦诚
7. 顾虑
this is what makes our relationship hold..

before i end this post..
i wanna say thousands and thousands of thank you to my darling..
darling..
thank you for every little thing u have done to me..
thank you for refilling my drinking water all the time..
thank you for buying me dinner whenever u can..
thank you for always be there for me when i need you..
thank you for making my tiring Thursday into a not frustrated day..
thank you for helping me printing all notes..
thank you for not leaving me when we quarrel..
thank you for holding your promise that no matter how serious we quarrel, you still holding my hand..
thank you for loving me so much..
多出了一个你什么都变得不复杂,还有什么能比有你更好~~
I LOVE YOU ..

Written @ 10:58 AM


Monday, June 22, 2009

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想念你时的傻笑
其实幸福就是那么的简单
害怕失去的感觉会让人失去方向
紧紧牵着你的手
我知道你不会放手
让我们一起实现我们的诺言
没有其他特别的原因
只因为
是你, 我是
还有那么一分属于我们永远的爱

just done what should be done by tonight..
a bit headache..
and today..
most of my classmate ponteng the computer network class..
and guess what..
i did not..
haha..
me and CY stay..
LOL..
is i insists of staying..
then only she change her mind..
LOL..
coz today discrete maths tutorial had cancel suddenly..
1pm only got class..
den after this 1 hour class, 2 hours break to the nx class which is 4 till 6..

yesterday took 5pm bus back to KL..
reach here around 7..
then rush to 1U..
just while we were so rushing..
darling sister in law call and we miss the junction..
then go until duno where..
luckily still manage to reach 1U..
then we rush the little taiwan for dinner..
they ord waited us there..
felt so sorry for keep them waiting..
(but actually no la..hehe...they still eat first..hahahahaha)
then once reach..
we order our food..
then i pass the jelly to his mom..^^
so nervous..
i guess that time my voice was vibrating..
haha..
not stable..
then after dinner..
we went to walk walk lo..
talk abt his convo..
den i realize
I HAVEN DECIDE WHAT TO WEAR!!!
OMG!!!!!!
hehe..
abt 3 weeks more to go..
then after that we went to darling house..
for the very first time..
yiii..
so scare of dog.. :(
aunty seems like the jelly alot...
so glad..
then she give us some grape..
is GRAPE!!!!
SEEDLESS GRAPE!!!!
then ar..
i accompany darling to walk his dog awhile lo..
then ar...
knw how darling's hse look like..
how "untidy" his room is..
hehe..
hmm..
only1 thg made me unhappy..
since is unhappy..
i dun wanna mention le..
so..
after that we left..
came back here..
unpack my thing..
den due to a bit over tired..
fall alsp quite fast..

so today..
darling overslept..
luckily not so jam i guess..
coz he still manage to reach home around 7.30..
then aft i woke up..
got darling msg about some feedback on me..
haha..
its were all positive ones..
^^
so happy..
hmm..
by some comparison with his ex..
i duno how her attitude is..
i dun even meet her..
cant comment abt her..
but from what darling told me..
seems like..
im much more better~~~!!!!
(any1 feel like beating me??)
(neh neh..u cant get me..)
anyways...
words are still words..
im going to ask darling tell me verbally later..
ngek ngek..


Written @ 9:30 PM


Saturday, June 20, 2009

200609_2011
came home on Friday..
and that day something a bit scary happened..
luckily it does not cause any side effect..
that's the end..
once i reach home then took my dinner..
sweet and sour SOTONG!!!!!
oh my god..
so nice..
hehe..
mami purposely cook for me..
then after dinner rest, tv, chat with mami awhile..
there's some problem between mami and daddy..
why man's attitude always that bad?
cant be a bit better?
cant be calm?
cant just give ppl a few seconds to listen?
why all the time must so insists what expect by themselves?
haix..
luckily darling always listen to me..
thank you darling..

my phone problem again...
last nite on phone with darling more than 1 hour..
but it only appear minutes...
the counter delay..
then 2nd time we chat around few minutes.
and it appear 00:00
oh my god...
what happened..
then this morning restart a few times..
always no coverage..
msg delay..
darling 8 smtg de msg i receive by now..
ish ish..

this Sunday..
nono..
is tomorrow
going to 1U dinner with darling's family..
oh my god..
so nervous..
and due to no more ticket available...
i have to buy 5pm ticket
and causes everything to delay..
oh my god..
so sorry..
feel so guility..
just hope tml everything will go smoothly....
and..
try to best to leave a good impression for them..
^^
looking forward to it..


Written @ 10:10 PM


Thursday, June 18, 2009

180609_1909

just finish clean up my room..
swept and mop..
wash the toilet..
clean up the fan which the dust layer as thick as 2 inch...
then throw all the rubbish..
eating bread with peanut butter..
gotta finish the bread coz expire on Sunday
and IM GOING HOME TOMORROW~~~~
miss my home so much..
its been 3 weeks i did not went home..
miss those dishes cook by mami..
those soup filled with love..
and my room..
my bed..
and TV!!!
CSI~~~~

last night on phone with darling more than 2 hours i guess..
how long we didn't chat on phone for so long d ya??
since i move here..
den..
of course talk face to face is better choice la..
iyor...
then only we realize..
no is i realize..
actually i knw him since i was standard 5..
oh my god..
i kne him b4 my first love..
OH MY GOD~!!!!
a little bit unbelievable but its the truth..
its all because of GALAXIE...
darling..
we should get 1 copy someday..
hehe..
really very very very very long time didn't buy that mag d..
its like what we said earlier..
everything seems because of faith..
there's a couple of times we almost become couples...
but due to all sort of reason..
we still remain friend..
and now..
after both of us went through different situation..
we now are more understanding,
better in appreciate..
knw hw to be patience..
knw the proper way to maintain a relationship
(although sometime will still do unwanted thg)...
the timing seems just nice..

today was a really very tiring day..
8am start class till 5pm with 2 hours break.
but i guess..
since this sem started..
this is the only Thursday i did not get frustrated..
duno why..
although abit sleepy..
but i still manage to concentrate..
dun even lay on the table to take nap for a seconds..
dun even close my eyes and try to rest..
i slept around 2 smtg last nite and woke up 6.30 this morning..
to a pig like me..
is surely not enough sleep..
but duno why HOR~~~
today didn't feel really tired..
just before the last lecture for today start..
darling sent me a very sweet, touching msg..
my tears almost flow..
yiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii................................
luckily i manage to hold it..
thank you so much darling..
muacks~~~

tomorrow having 1st calculus test for this sem..
gambateh and good luck for me..


Written @ 7:08 PM


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

160609_1638

almost 1 week i did not update anything here..
was really F*ing busy lately..

last Saturday went to FullHouse with Max for dinner..
the menu had changed..
the feel has changed as well..
maybe..
everything had changed..
anyway..
the food still not bad..
i ordered the lavendar again..
it still taste nice..
the smell ..
relax and happiness is all i feel from the lavendar..
this is why i like it so much..
we went to pavilion after that..









bought 18 donuts..
den 1 box of Q jelly..
went to MOF for ice cream..
the chocolate sundae was so so so so chocolate..
i seldom walk into NOSE,
as i feel theirs shoes not so into me..
err..
no..
im not so into their shoes..
LOL..
but that day i saw 1 pair..
love at first sight..
but guess what..
this shoe freak..
did not buy it..
GOD!!!

then Sunday was daddy last paper..computer network..
haha..
LOL..
same subject with me..
daddy bring us to Kepong for breakfast..
early in the morning..we ate bak kut teh..
so full..
aft that daddy went to his U for xzam..
jie jie bf fetch us to ah yee hse coz mami got smtg wanna pass to her..
den yum cha awhile..
den we went to Ikea..
coz the last time mami went seems decades ago..(so as me)..
so we just walk walk walk..
so i found this..

look so simple..
and ..
yea..can put lots of photos..





before we leave..
we went to eat curry puff coz jie jie keep saying she wanna eat..
after hunting for about 15 minutes,
i manage to found a table that can fit 5 of us..
then mami went to another express counter secial selling curry puff..
she bought half dozen..
then jie jie was queuing the other side..
she bought half dozen as well..
with 2 hot dogs..
drinks..
just when i eating my 3rd curry puff..
a well dressed girl walk up to me ask ask



girl : "HI..how old are you??"
me : "err..nineteen"
girl : "ya, great. and this is for you."
me : "oh..ok..thankx."





then she left d..
aft that only realise that was a model search or smtg..
but aft i goggled it..
its a modeling academy..
what's so funny is..
she dun even introduce herself..
like im from what what what organization..
or represent what what what..
LOL..

around 4smtg..
we left and went to find daddy..
den they bring me to carefour to grab some junk food..
haha..
den they went to "wan yit" for dinner..
as i introduce..
LOL..
they left after that..

den i took my bath and keep my things..
den went to 1U with darling..
darling bring me to BarBQ plaza..
yay..
so nice..
seems quite sometime didn't eat le...
den we walk and walk..
trying to find back the shoes i saw at pavilion that day..
but unfortunately..
dun have..
quite dissapointed..
den darling went to TOY R US bought me a tamagotchi
for his childish "9 years old" babe gf..
haha..
LOL..
we were looking for turtle as well..
2 turtles that i am going to take care..
(coz turtle is the most easiest pet to take care)
haven buy it..
still on our way looking for it..

den when i almost reach home..
doink called..
OH MY GOD..
problemzzz AGAIN..
so i chat with her for abt 1 hour plus..
hopefully she felt better..
then next day which means is Monday..
she told me she had made a decision..
X.X
no matter what she chose to do..
i'll support..
its ur own choice to chose which path u wanna walk..

that's all for now la..
gotta bath and prepare for tml QUIZ~~~~

Written @ 4:38 PM


Thursday, June 11, 2009


Written @ 8:26 PM



110609_1939

星期四是我一个星期里最讨厌的一天
一年前的我
星期天是最好看戏的日子
因为新戏都在星期四上映
可是
现在
不同了
现在的星期四
我只想能够好好的休息
早上八点的课
每一秒都要精神
因为present时
她总会问些你想不到的问题
到了九点
java programming是绞尽脑汁
依然不明白的一科
11点终于可以休息吃饭
12点又再一次java
要强分
就要打起精神
注意别人犯的错误
1点
休息一小时
通常都睡觉
或玩牌
然后
一个小时的ADIS
千万不能睡
不然一定被叫回答问题
同一个lecture hall
待多两个小时
discrete mathetmatis
这个时候
班上已没有之前那么热闹
到了这一刻
大家都累了
为有死撑到5点
挤巴士
吃饭
冲凉
终于可以坐下来正正式式的休息
就会发现
真的好累

当我很累很累时
脾气变得超不好
小小的事
我可以夸张化
虽然知道自己有这个怪癖
却改不掉
所以选择保持沉默

包包又要坏了
上一次补已有好一阵子了
不能再补了
因为没有东西可以用来补
寻找着一个超多分隔的包包
黑色的
简单的

最近发现
你不再像两个月前那般细心
知道我眼睛痛
会为我买眼药水
知道我要通宵
会为我准备凉水
许多你答应我小小的事情
我想
你都不记得了吧
就让它随风去

那个parcel就是这一只Schnauzer,
只想让你知道
我是很认真的为了你
很努力在克服对狗的恐惧感

我不懂我需要多久的时间
可是
我可以肯定的是

我不会放弃

Written @ 7:39 PM


Tuesday, June 9, 2009

090609_0959
so..
i went to mid valley for 17 again on Sunday..
OH MY GOD!!!
Zac Efron is so so so leng zai..
even with that kind of hair style..
not spiky at all..
then when i told my friend about it..
she just keep ask me to stop it..
haha..
coz she haven watch..
yay~~~
moral of the story..
even let you have a chance to re do..
you still make the same moves..
coz its still your mind..
your mind doesn't change..

we went to pasta zamai for dinner..
as that day was 15th..
so no meat for darling..
haha..
he ordered a tempura pasta with sesame sauce..
but..
i finish all the 4 tempura!!!
yay~~
after the movie..
we back home arrange all the notes darling printed for me..
thankx darling..
he said is a kind of happiness that he can help
^^V
oh ya..

darling wear PINK shirt that day..
haha..
he said lots of ppl stare at him..
well...
as he said as well..
usually, also lots of ppl stare at us..
so..
the problem is not with the PINK!!!!

so..
as i plan..
we won't we going out on weekdays..
except any special occasion..
ok??
Sunday will be the day..



Written @ 9:58 AM


Saturday, June 6, 2009

060609_1911


this is today breakfast..

and dinner..

last nite argue with darling again..
sorry..
maybe lately my temper really worsen..
sigh..
sorry darling...

lately was really busy..
thursday class start at 8 and end at 5..
was quite upset that day..
coz at first planned to watch 17 again..
and celebrate our 2nd month anniversary..
but then..
he went to sing k with his friend..
and back at 5 in the morning..
i was so so so...
so slept from 6.30 until the nx morning around 8 am...

today spent whole day settling my thing..
tutorial..practical..revise..
and finally..
i left IOOP both practical and tutorial only..
case study for ADIS left a sub part..
will finish it by tonight and tml..
and finally..
tml i can watch 17 AGAIN!!!!!
yay~~~


Written @ 7:07 PM


Friday, June 5, 2009

050609_0904

just a simple update before i leave for college..
yesterday was a really fucking tiring day..
class start at 8am which i have to wakeup at 6.30..
and end at 5pm..which i reached home around 5.30 pm..
9 hours at the college with 7 hours of classes..
with scratching your head..
brain storming..
a programmer have to be a good problem solver..
WTF!!!!!
who said that..
my brain jammed..
so after i reached home..
i took my bath..
and sleep right away..
sleep from 6.30 pm until this morning 8am..
waa..
is like 13.5 hours..
waaa..
such a long time did not have such a long sleep night..
before i sleep..
the sky was still bright..
aft i wake up..
the sky is still..BRIGHT!!!!

oh ya.
i done an experiment yesterday..
where 1 packet of ducth lady milk and 1 small packet of oreo(approx 10pieces)
can survive for 1 day...
nono..
add 1 more ice cream..
that's all i ate yesterday..
and i can survive until now..
human really can survive without food but not water..
mid nite i do wokeup a few times which pain till i wakeup..
but this morning..
ord feelingless..
lol..
so..
lets see can i survive for another day..


Written @ 9:04 AM


Wednesday, June 3, 2009

030609_2007

just finish my bath..
and its really a tiring day..
arguing with darling again on Tuesday..
is my problem..AGAIN!!!
im just simply a timing boom that will boom itself anytime..anywhere..
well..
lately quite busy with all those tutorials..
fucking tired wei...

monday Computer Network class.
oh my godness..
can u imagine a lecture hall filled with 200+ ppl without aircond..
and only 8 stand fan?
and that subject..
really..
>.<
ish ish..
gotta depends on myself..
she just like talking to herself..
no one cares..

java programming is..
look so easy..
but god damn it..
damn lots of syntax need to be memorize..
look similar to C++..
but actually not (for me la)..
what the..

discrete mathematics..
01010101001
true and false..
negation..
what the..
my form5 physics..
electronic..
oh my god..

all the subjects are oh my god..
there is non of them i can handle it without holding my breath..
hope i won't fail any single of them during this sem..
pray hard..
start now..


Written @ 8:07 PM





My Loves
ReX (my darling)
Heels
Hello Kitty
Shopping
Fr!endzZZ
doink
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Terence
Shereen
Yang Sern
Jason
czLee
SHY
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