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Last night went out with darling..
We went to 1u..
At first, planning to get ourselves 2nd set of couple clothes..
But due to time problems..
We have to skip that..
As I request..
Darling bring me for barbq plaza..
We spent almost 1 and half hour there I guess..
Is like we purposely got there for eat..
After that,
We went to look out point..
Hehe..
Coz we got nowhere to go..
And we just wanna spent sometimes together..
We chat quite a lot..
Like my previous part time job during my previous sem break..
Actually..
I really worry that darling will mind about it..
Its like..
That can be the reason you reject me…
I was so scare until last night..
Darling..
Thank you..
What I promised is a promised..
There won’t be any other weird job..
I dunno what job will I involved in the future..
But there is 1 job I know is my forever occupation..
With no break time, no off day and OT everday..
That’s to be your girl..
Darling suddenly ask me about migration..
It was my dream since years ago..
but due to too busy with assignments, tutorial, classes,
complicated love life..
really quite sometimes didn't think about it le..
I dun like life that is so rush..
Is like no matter what u do..
There’s a time limit..
I wanna enjoy my life..
Relax in every possible way..
You say you dun wanna leave here...
I really can’t promise that I can give up on migrating..
And of course..
Migrate is an easy thing..
A lot of things have to be concerned..
And maybe is because you have went to some countries and you found that still here is the best..
But I didn’t..
I dun really know how is the world outside..
I dunno is the reality same with what I read from words, what I see from photograph, what I heard..
If the day really comes,
If you ask me stay..
I will think about it..
today while waiting for doink to fetch me..
i get myself this mix rice as my lunch..

so this will be the last "rice box" from hostel canteen..
I read this article in May issue of seventeen..
What is LOVE?
It’s the only best four-letter word in the English language!
There’s a reason why people describe love as being “head over heels”.
You feel like you’re completely turned upside down.
There’s the physical stuff—
Your cheeks getting hot, the flutters in your stomach.
And then there’s the mental madness –
You feel like you’re losing your mind because all you can think about is the way he smells,
How good it feels when he puts his arm around you, or the cute little dimple he gets when he smiles.
When you’re with him, there’s no other place you’d rather be;
When you’re not, you can barely wait until you see him again.
Love is a total high better than eating chocolate, acing a test or scoring the winning goal.
As the amazing as that feeling is,
It can also be seriously confusing.
Sure, you know if a guy gives you major butterflies.
But how do you know if you’re truly, madly, deeply in love?
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