120109_2355
Already Tuesday..
Wednesday is my first paper for this semester final examination..
Just hope everything will be okay..
Finally..I finish 10 sets of calculus past year..
And thanks to CY help..
I manage to answer those question that I don’t understand at all..
It has been quite a long time I din eat hostel’s canteen’s food..
my dear dear..
Always bring me eat something better and nicer..
Last Friday dear went back to Ipoh for his great grandmother funeral..
So I was alone at hostel..
This was Friday night dinner…
Because of
And this was Saturday night dinner..
Dear came back on Sunday..
Daddy Mami also came on Sunday..
Went to Pudu Market and grab some raw ingredients for CNY..
And I also bought a salt lamp for dear dear’s mami..
The salt lamp can filter the surrounding’s air and release stress…
Look quite nice (I think)..^^
There’s still a lot of candy left in my room..
If is a few months back..
This amount of candy can be finish in less than a week…
Dunno why these days din really feel like wanna eat..
Even chocolate..
I finish 1 bar of chocolate, a big one all alone..
But after ate..
I don’t even feel extra happiness..
Chocolate is one of the “tools” that can make me happy and cheer me up..
Things had change maybe..
This Friday night maybe going to “yuen” for steamboat dinner..
Hope can eat lots of chicken wing and sotong..
And hope these can cheer me up…
Then might go to the Mentari Pub to have a look..
If it’s alright..
Then I mostly will work at there..
Just hope can earn some extra money during this semester break…
Oh ya..
I manage to get a lot of “old song” from dear computer..
Those were my favorite song last time..
Recall back a lot of my old memory..
时间诺倒退想看见谁
想找回什么感觉
你听到音乐泡的咖啡
我默背你的一切
你晒的棉被特别好睡
有阳光回忆
淡淡香味
当初为了小事诤求谁对
将感情拖累
你买的宵夜送我的鞋
我常问你的那些
陪我逛的街搭的地铁
之在乎两人小小世界
事后根本不重要的误会
将感情拖累
爱来不及给
我们都没错
只是不适合
我要的
我现在才懂得
快乐是我的
不是你给的
寂寞要自己负责
Just a moment before this..
I was just wondering how long I didn’t cry..
And now..
Tears are flowing down..
I remember last semester final examination..
The day before calculus paper he asked for breakup..
Not ask for..is informing..
And this time..
Why want me found out this..
I have been using it so long…
Why you keep?
Why can’t you delete?
Just a format key all the data will gone..
You never make me cry due to sad or angry..
And this is the first time..
And the tears just can’t be stop..
Am I just not confidence enough?
I’m just the type that “scare lose”?
Or I really dun suitable for a relationship?
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