Another month goin to end soon..
Yesterday was depavali..
So having 3 days holiday..
Went to ipoh with dear..
We did nothing but eat..
Eat a lot of things..
It makes me happy anyway..
Hehe..
But wat make me sad was the egg tart..
How sad..
2 days oso sold out..
Sob sob..
Just finish watching The Four..
Hmm..
Not bad la..
At first dun feel like watching this show bt end up watched oso..
Lol..
Assignment and presentation are coming …
Gotta prepare well this time..
Just hope everything goes well..
Tml will be my 2nd lesson for squash..
Duno wat will happened..
Last thrusday had 2 hours practise with dear..
Hehe..
Quite tiring actually..
But I still like it..
Den aft the practise..
We went to 1U..
Without any plan..
Just because I say wana eat barbq plaza suddenly..
Have you ever think wat you want for your life?
Love?money?
What kind of love you want?
Do you think tat a relationship that not regconised by your friends will last long?
As I plan earlier..
I went bak home on 18…
I do the last thg tat I can do..
I msg him..
Told him wats on my mind..my feelings..
Bt..he din reply..
Aft a few days..
When I was alone..
I think..
Giving up..
That is not wat I want..
Den from that moment..
I knw I should have search for someone that love me more than I love him..
Sometimes I wondering wat im doing izzit correct..
If I keep doin wrong..
Is there a u turn in front?
Or I will just keep be in the wrong lane..
Like wat I said earlier..
New sem..new life..
Ord week4..
I should have be in my new life..
Here’s a nice song..by pussycat dolls..
Hush Hush..
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough, you should have known
I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you gotta hold on me
and is a little time for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hand shivered
So look at me and listen to me
Because
I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needes hurt
I never needed you to be there every day
I'm sorry for the way I let go
On everything I wanted when you came along
But I ain't never beatin', broking up the featin
I know next to you is not where I belong
and is little time for explaination
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hand shivered
So look at me and listen to me
Because
Written @
1:57 PM
