the first second of a new day...
buu buu jz leav my hse half hour ago...
i try everything i can do beg him stay...
even my knees are on the floor...
i cried...
until i have no more tears...
still..
he leave..
i hold his hand tight...
until my hands shake..
even thinking of die...
stupid right?
this is the relationship that i build up myself..
i ruin myself..
try to save it myself..
and fail...
at first..
i thought of spending this holiday with him..
but nw...
my holiday seems empty..
i dunno what can i do..
dunno what should do...
jz like...
i got ntg to do...
with no direction..
with no one...
with nothing...
i really love u...
why u have to leave?
cant u jz gv me one last chance?
to solve my problems?
to undo all my mistakes..
why?
Written @
11:56 PM
