I haven post the previous post..
Because I dun have broadband here..
I always draft it den wait till go I a place that have den only upload once..
Last night..
Not quarrel..
Not fight..
At first..
We were so happy sms-ing..
Den just because of something..
Just small thing..
I realise the way he talk to me had change..
So I just voice out..
But then..
We end up like that..
Like how?
Hanging..
For the first time I get the NO for answer from him..
Since dun love me anymore why all the way dragging me?
Why wait till I ask?
Why not just tell me?
I try everything to save this relationship..
At that moment..
I only realise I love u that much..
Never have this kind of feeling before..
Lonely..
No one know actually how much I love u..
Not even myself..
I dunno what else I can do to maintain our relationship..
What I can I do to make you..
Make you love me..
Looking at our couple shirt..
Our ring..
My shoes..
It remind me a lot of thing..
From the day we meet..
Our anniversary..
Our date..
You promised to walk every steps with me when we bought the shoes..
The ring with the flower..
The first time u bought me flower..
We ate candle light dinner..
Maybe you dun even remember..
Never mind..
They will be in my mind forever..
Is really not easy to find some one u really love..
When u found..
Please hold tight..
Once u make a bad moves..
There’s no turning back..
I will be more tough from today…
Being single nothing bad..
I dun need to promise anyone anything..
Even drunk dun need to explain..
I will go on with my life more happy..
On the way looking for a happiness that belong to me..
Be the cutest…prettiest…programmer in this world..
Yeah~~~
Written @
1:11 PM
