do you ever feel so emotional?
Because of the weather
My mood jz go moody when I heard the lighting..
For no reason..
I jz keep quiet..
I used to be one of the noisiest student during English class..
Bt today..
Even the lecturer notice im different..
Its raining outside..
Im feeling so cold, so cold..
I want some hug..
I duno izzit because of moody den make myself careless..
My right hand become energyless..
On my way bak to hostel..
My umbrella drop suddenly..
Den my hand goes numb..
Even now..
It like no feeling..
Senseless..
My stomach jz inform me that its hungry..
Den I oni notice that I had not eat any rice for 2 days..
Why?
No reason..
Jz dun feel like eating sometimes..
On this cold day…
I remember I always wanted to eat smtg warm during rainy days..
I would tell my mom that if someone get me “pig stomach soup” den I would marry him..
My mom will jz laugh..
And my sis will say aft me..
Cz I always say that..
If I at home..
Buu buu sure will gt me smtg warm..
Food always appear in front of me jz I want it..
Bt nw…here..
All I have is milo with biscuits..
No matter hw tough I am..
Im still a gal..
I still hope to be protected..
I still hope thr’s a shoulder for me when I cry..
I still hope thr’s a back that can carry me forever..
I still hope thr’s a hand that can hold me tight..
I still hope thr’s a arm that can hug me close to him..
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11:03 PM
